"The two most important days in a persons life, is the day that they were born, and the day they find out why." -Mark Twain
Honey, it arrived today. I'm now a registered organ donor. You were too, but #lupus made sure you couldn't donate anything to help anyone. Anymore. What kind of evil does this? A beautiful intelligent person willing to give to others now deprived by this malicious #disease. I'm doing this for you hun. I was undecided for a long time but now I know sometimes those in need have no choice. But I do. I know you would be proud that I'm continuing to help others despite what I'm going through. Live for something or die for nothing. I'm trying to be strong so I'm never going to stop. Your legacy, is never going to end.
There are those who'll never understand why I'm doing this and believe that it's not healthy. Maybe there's a bigger picture and it's not all about me. Maybe it's because I couldn't save you, my wife, but believe that my support for others with your condition will continue fighting and knowing that someone is always there providing words of strength and encouragement regardless. Why am I posting everyday? I'm lost for words on how to explain. I'm so tired of explaining.
Ben, my honey, my wife, we had this amazing love and blissful life for over 17 years. We were so true and honest in everything we did for eachother. It was perfect. But that's all gone now. Keep smiling for me my angel, it helps me alot but I'll never get over losing you. The pain is still very present. I love and miss you with all my heart and soul. Rest in peace my angel. I will see you in my dreams. Miss you so much hun. XXXOOO
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