Once there was a time in my life where I never understood why? Why was I internally the way I responded externally? Specifically "Why I was never capable of hugging a random homeless person without any reason to but love?
Sounds silly? No it's truth. Why couldn't I do it and why cant you? And so with that said I went within as I questioned myself. Was it my ego? was it my pride? that was stopping me from doing so? What was it internally in that moment that held me back from giving a homeless person the love they deserve? just as I or any other do? Where did this so called resistance reside in me? And when did it develop? A conditioning? A block? An act of resisting to appearing a certain way? Or perhaps a behavioural pattern that i've subconsciously picked up from observing others? As a nurse I willingly choose to help others as I am regularly exposed to bodily fluids, blood (physical), anger and tears (emotional), thoughts and manifestations (mental) and vibrations and energies (spiritual). But still there it was within me a 'RESISTANCE' evident in my hesitation to do so. In my resistance, in my defence from feeling GUILT, the act of SEPARATION. The Separation of self from others. "In LOVE there can be no SEPARATION". An EMOTION. My block, my resistance to acceptance. A negative and emotional experience or emotional conditioning. In my defence to truth I continued to resist by that of a LABEL, one that led to the polarity of "SEPARATION". The act of separating oneself from another. A mask to not feeling another, to hide ones true feelings. So there it was my own resistance, the light to my truth and the light to being set free. Free from my own resistance that prevented me from giving true unconditional love without judgment, unconditional love without separation. The epiphany to see all as one and one as all. Look deeper within and may you see your own reflection and resistance to undo that of which no longer serves you. For "In LOVE there truly can be no SEPARATION" #reflections #unconditionallove #selflove #internalexternal #releasinginnerdemons #mirrorlaw #universallove #lovewithoutlimits #selfacceptance #beingreal #lovewithin #loveandcompassion