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Internet Famous. That's canceled. If your camera phone consist of all smiles and celebrations, then I've missed the memo. You only see what I show you. Things are not always what they seem. But, no one wants these photos when it should be socially acceptable to express that you're not ok.
It's ok to not be ok.
It's ok to turn off social media and find your peace.
It's ok to not be happy with yourself.
You need this space in order to find yourself and be content.
No one has a smile 24/7.
No one has a successful day all the time. And that's ok. #lovethyself365

Things are not always what they seem. Tune in this Saturday at 4pm PST (FB Live) where I discuss ignoring your health and how doctors just want you to conform to their rules. #lovethyself365

You are allowed to pose in your room, take photos and admire your body. I happen to put mines on the internet, you're welcome. #lovethyself365 #mylaneismagical
T-shirt from #fatgirlflow

This is my facial hair. I love it, get into it. I'm not concerned with how this offends you or makes you uncomfortable. I do what I want with my own body, thanks.
#lovethyself365 #mylaneismagical #facialhairdontcare

Success! I'm out Atlanta. @tcfstyleexpo has come and gone, on to another chapter. #lovethyself365 #tcfstyleexpo

This is someone with PTSD and I struggle daily. Serval events, in my life, contribute to my Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Some events happen as a child, and I chose to ignore them until recently. The most recent event happen in 2015 and it threw me back 10 steps. It still feels like it happen yesterday. So here I am, having a traumatic flashback. In this blurry picture, I just got out of the shower. As I was getting dressed, it happen. I took this photo to show what happens when I know no one is around. Many of my flashbacks happen at work and I have to conceal it.
Not to mention the nightmares. It’s become common for me to be emotionally numb and make any attempt to avoid social gatherings, people and certain places. I have difficulty concentrating and the lack of focus is becoming a problem.
I live in fear and shame. I have become estranged from many of my family and friends. I make any excuse to not be with them because I'm still blaming myself for the attack (click link in bio regarding the attack) The ability to experience positive emotions is a challenge.
I used to turn to alcohol, or anything fried, for my troubles - but I realized that wouldn’t help. Now, I seclude myself to my room. I don’t go outside unless I have to. I’m tired all the time. All. The. Time.
And as I said in 2015 (in a previous post), no one wants to hear (or talk) about the “depressing” experiences. We just smile and take picture.
So while so many want the details of my “diet”, the details of my “routine” or, just to ask if I’m aware of the constant 5 o’clock shadow on my face - I’m dealing with some real shit. Things I can't get rid of or have no time to fix because the rent is due and bills are waiting.
Many have sent me letters sharing their experience on assault and dealing with their various mental illness, and I know I’m not the only one out here trying to hold it all together. That’s what I’m trying to do, daily. Hold. It. Together. Some things can’t be cured overnight. I just wish I had more time. I wish I had more time.
#PTSD #lovethyself365 #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness
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I'm fat. I love myself. Stop imposing your ideas of how self love should be represented. Stop imposing your beliefs of a healthy lifestyle on me and my body. #fatacceptance #canmyfatlivetho #lovethyself365

2015-2017 Each journey requires: trial, error, patience, endurance and belief in your abilities. Most importantly, resistance of the normal. #lovethyself365 #naturalhair #mylaneismagical

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Because she gave me life and still gives me life every time I'm feeling sad and down... She makes it all good! I'm grateful for her🙌🏾🙏🏽🙌🏾Love my mommy♥️ #QueenE #Blessed #Grateful #HaitianGoddess #ExoticBeauty #HaitianMother #HaitianBeLike #lovethyself365 #snapchatfilters #motherdaughterlove💕 #happinessisaninsidejob #sundayvibes #lifeisshortbehappy #lovedones💋

Shiiiiid, ....."My Workout, is My Boyfriend"!
#NoGutzNoGlory! 😂😂😂 Day 17 of the "100 day challenge"! "My Work Out" is a "Lyfestyle"!
#LoveThyself365

Glory to God "Church, in these Streets"! #teamhappy
#theQueenofinspiration

Internet Famous. That's canceled. If your camera phone consist of all smiles and celebrations, then I've missed the memo. You only see what I show you. Things are not always what they seem. But, no one wants these photos when it should be socially acceptable to express that you're not ok.
It's ok to not be ok.
It's ok to turn off social media and find your peace.
It's ok to not be happy with yourself.
You need this space in order to find yourself and be content.
No one has a smile 24/7.
No one has a successful day all the time. And that's ok. #lovethyself365

As I was getting ready to head out, I had "I Believe I Can Fly" by R. Kelly on repeat...which reminded me of this quote "Faith is all about believing, you don't know how it will happen but you know it will." (Unknown Author). Always smiling, I ain't never worried...😘🙌🏾🙏🏽💃🏾✌🏾#QueenE #HaitianGoddess #ExoticBeauty #iknowwhoseiam #sociallifeinyour30s #beastinthegym #ladyinthestreets #haitiansbelike #happinessisaninsidejob #sociallifeinyour30s #fridaynightshenanigans #faithoverfear #lovethyself365 #faithquotes

Amen!💕
Dear, My Body....My Deepest Apologies!
#NoGutzNoGlory!
Day 15 of the "100 day challenge"! "My Work Out" is a "Lyfestyle"!
#LoveThyself365

Glory to God "Church, in these Streets"! #teamhappy
#theQueenofinspiration

Amen!💕
#NoGutzNoGlory!
Day 14 of the "100 day challenge"! "My Work Out" is a "Lyfestyle"!
#LoveThyself365

Glory to God "Church, in these Streets"! #teamhappy
#theQueenofinspiration

TW: ASSAULT
8/15/15 my (ex) Boss physically and sexually assaulted me in the back seat while the Regional Manager drove us back to the hotel. As much of what happen, afterwards, is fuzzy, I was never the same. Below is what I wrote the next morning. One of my few post where I couldn't tell you what I said because I tend to scroll past it. But, I can remember how I felt and how I still feel about it. It's changed how I engage many of my business relationships. It's changed how I see people, in general. It's changed me, and not for the better. #lovethyself365
#Repost from 8/16/2015
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When I'm violated, my emotions are like a 1000 piece puzzle set. It was once a masterpiece that is now scattered. As I search to put the pieces back together, it could take minuets, hours, days, months, weeks, or years. Sometimes, I cant comprehend which way the piece goes. Sometimes, I spend hours searching for a piece and don't know if I should keep searching or just let it go. I struggle with the 'Type A' persona who wants to start with the border and work my way to the center. Sometimes, the pieces don't fit the same due to being tarnished, chipped or scared. This is how my mind works. This is why I keep my feelings to myself. Yet, there's always a moment in time when someone violates me; and I don't see it coming. Once again, the puzzle is broken. Sometimes the whole puzzle is not broken, just small areas, and I can fix it without any help. Sometimes, I have to look at the puzzle for a long time before I make a final decision. But, this is how my brain works when it comes to my mental health. I'm not ready to discuss what happen, but I'm trying to fix the puzzle that is broken. #mentalillness #depressionsucks #nomeansno #somethingsarenevereasy #pushfightwin #DontGiveUp #brokenmasterpiece

Amen!💕
#NoGutzNoGlory!
Day 10 of the "100 day challenge"! "My Work Out" is a "Lyfestyle"!
#LoveThyself365

Glory to God "Church, in these Streets"! #teamhappy
#theQueenofinspiration

Amen!💕
😂😂😂
#NoGutzNoGlory!
Day 9 of the "100 day challenge"! "My Work Out" is a "Lyfestyle"!
#LoveThyself365

Glory to God "Church, in these Streets"! #teamhappy
#theQueenofinspiration

Amen!💕
#NoGutzNoGlory!
Day 8 of the "100 day challenge"! "My Work Out" is a "Lyfestyle"!
#LoveThyself365

Glory to God "Church, in these Streets"! #teamhappy
#theQueenofinspiration

Amen!💕
#NoGutzNoGlory!
Day 7 of the "100 day challenge"! "My Work Out" is a "Lyfestyle"!
#LoveThyself365

Glory to God "Church, in these Streets"! #teamhappy
#TrueStory/ #CinderellaLyfe
#theQueenofinspiration

You are allowed to pose in your room, take photos and admire your body. I happen to put mines on the internet, you're welcome. #lovethyself365 #mylaneismagical
T-shirt from #fatgirlflow

Amen!💕
#NoGutzNoGlory!
Day 6 of the "100 day challenge"! "My Work Out" is a "Lyfestyle"!
#LoveThyself365

Glory to God "Church, in these Streets"! #teamhappy
#TrueStory/ #CinderellaLyfe
#theQueenofinspiration

Amen!
Yaaaaaaaasss🔥🏁
#NoGutzNoGlory!
Day 5 of the "100 day challenge"! "My Work Out" is a "Lyfestyle"!
#LoveThyself365

Glory to God "Church, in these Streets"! #teamhappy
#theQueenofinspiration

You telling me I'm fat does not inspire me to alter my fat existence. I'm fat. Accept it. You preaching a proper diet and exercise routine does not inspire me to alter my fat existence. I'm fat. Accept it. You seeking to read into my future, declaring my death and correlating it to science, does not inspire me to alter my fat existence. I'm fat. Accept it. You taking time, out of your busy schedule, to call me a fraud, a liar, someone glorifying obesity and brainwash "my followers" in believing that one who is fat is not allowed to be happy or promote self-love, which could bring love and light to the darkness reigning over a fat person for simply existing, you're fooling yourself. I'm fat. Accept it. We deserve to take up this space. We deserve all the things. Re-read the shirt and move on. #lovethyself365 #fatgirlflow #mylaneismagical

Day 2 of the "100 day challenge"! "My Work Out" is a "Lyfestyle"!
#LoveThyself365

Glory to God "Church, in these Streets"! #teamhappy
#theQueenofinspiration
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