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Healing. I tried. Holding tightly to the slipping hands of strangers. Tearing my heart open. Each gash the shape of their soul. I sewed them up with their hollow words. I watched these stitches come off lie after lie. When they screamed I tried to hush my own quivering.When they raised their fists I retreated. When they spewed venom I compensated it with my blood. .

But one day I sought the help of the universe.
I lay down under the azure of the bright blue sky. Wiggled my toes in fresh green clovers. Listened to the sparrows. I let the sunshine kiss my cheeks. I let it bounce back from my auburn hair. Then I cupped the sun in my palms. I let it paint the soles of my feet. I let the breeze caress my skin. .

And I handed over all of my hurt to the universe. I gave it all of their callousness. I gave it the blackness of my blood. I gave it all the times I wasn't enough. I gave it the man who refused to fight for me. I gave it the friend who couldn't see my love. I gave it a casket full of my unfulfilled dreams. I gave it every single person who I got chosen over. .

In return it poured out its light on me. It taught me to slow down and breathe. It put its hands right inside my chest and nursed my beating heart. It sent me strangers who smiled at me. And families irrespective of blood ties. It gave me arms that held me down on hospital beds. It gave me hazel brown eyes that lit up on seeing my face. It gave me dimpled hands and warm hugs. .
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Most of all, it taught me to let go. To let go of everything that it promised me to take care of.
And I took a deep breath and I believed.
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Healing. I tried. Holding tightly to the slipping hands of strangers. Tearing my heart open. Each gash the shape of their soul. I sewed them up with their hollow words. I watched these stitches come off lie after lie. When they screamed I tried to hush my own quivering.When they raised their fists I retreated. When they spewed venom I compensated it with my blood. .

But one day I sought the help of the universe.
I lay down under the azure of the bright blue sky. Wiggled my toes in fresh green clovers. Listened to the sparrows. I let the sunshine kiss my cheeks. I let it bounce back from my auburn hair. Then I cupped the sun in my palms. I let it paint the soles of my feet. I let the breeze caress my skin. .

And I handed over all of my hurt to the universe. I gave it all of their callousness. I gave it the blackness of my blood. I gave it all the times I wasn't enough. I gave it the man who refused to fight for me. I gave it the friend who couldn't see my love. I gave it a casket full of my unfulfilled dreams. I gave it every single person who I got chosen over. .

In return it poured out its light on me. It taught me to slow down and breathe. It put its hands right inside my chest and nursed my beating heart. It sent me strangers who smiled at me. And families irrespective of blood ties. It gave me arms that held me down on hospital beds. It gave me hazel brown eyes that lit up on seeing my face. It gave me dimpled hands and warm hugs. .
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Most of all, it taught me to let go. To let go of everything that it promised me to take care of.
And I took a deep breath and I believed.
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It's okay to rip your heart open. It's okay to love them with every rising and falling breath you take. And to forgive them. Over and over. And over again. Whether they deserve it or not. But because you deserve the peace it brings. It's okay to be the bigger person and to let your love be greater than their callousness.

But it's also okay to save yourself. It's okay to stop. And refuse to take in the emotional burden they try to load you with. It's okay to say no. And to back off. Because you deserve the peace. My god, you deserve it.

And it's okay to fall in love. And it's okay to fall apart. And to hurt. And to feel. And to love like there's no tomorrow.

But it's also okay to pick yourself up every time. Because there isn't another you in the world.
There won't be.
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Gushing streams snake their way along the left side of the road. The asphalt has become two shades darker, now that the raindrops have started to spot your windshield. The creamy interiors of your car don a mellow glow from the light bursting in through the sunroof. I'm still trying to get used to the smell of your cologne. You stifle a smile and say that you should have brought your dog along. I look at you and wish you'd smile more. You turn towards me and extend your hand to wipe off a fleck of kohl from underneath my eye. The touch of your thumb doesn't make my stomach twist as much as the gesture itself does. I look at your huge hands and ache with the desire to feel their warmth on my cool skin. The calluses on your palm feel rough underneath my fingertips. They are four in number. Like the letters of the word love. Or hope. Or pain. We drive past small hills dotted with woolly sheep feasting on fresh summer grass. I don't want to go home, I say. You look at  your left hand entwined with my right and tell me this is my home now. Then as you brush the back of my hand with a gentle kiss, I flinch. You keep gazing at my face in intervals, never revealing your thoughts. I capture the image of your face in my mind when you look at me. I'll need to go back to this memory later.

Turns out memories are sometimes all that we're left with.
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We cling to love. We turn our entire world around to face the warmth. To stand and bask in it. Not believing how beautifully we glow when it shines on us. “This is your home now, baby.” We place our hands in stronger ones. We grant them access to our flesh. Skin on skin. Our mouths tasting like theirs. Eyes dazzling in their light. We keep standing in the warmth. “I can't believe you happened to me.” .
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Then one day we're getting blisters from the heat. “If you loved me, you wouldn't say no”. We try to understand this trade of bodies. Flesh for soul, they say. We're starting to burn. “Don't ever call me.” We place our hands in stronger ones. We plead for them to stay. Skin on skin. Our mouths tasting like venom. Eyes bleeding in their apathy. “I don't need you anymore.” We turn our entire world around to face the flames. “Fuck off.” We cling to love.

We forgive the disgrace. .
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Talk of promises. Talk of roses. And coffee dates and the rain. Talk of sunsets and music. But most of all, talk to me of love.

Tell me about your day. About which one of your shoulders hurt in the morning. About why you chose to wear grey. Talk about where you walked to in the rain. About how happy your dog was to see you enter home. Talk about when we chatted over dinner that night. You laughed so hard, you nearly choked on your food. Talk about all the songs we heard from olden days. About when you kissed me to each one of them. Ask me about the number of sheep we watched graze. Do you remember the lamb I asked to pick? Talk to me about the small walk we took in the meadow. The clouds grey tufts of wool. Floating above your head. Tell me how you loved the rain drumming the roof of your car. Or how you were glad we lost our way. Talk to me about our drive by the lake. I watched the sunlight dappled across your face. Shadows of the poplars dancing on it. Talk to me about the evenings we got stuck in the traffic. For so long, I fell asleep. Tell me about the mornings we watched arrive together. All because we were up talking all night. Talk to me about how I'm bigger than my problems. About how we'll get through it all together.
And most of all talk to me about time. About three hundred and sixty five days that flipped my life over. About how everything that I lost was just a step closer to you. About how you arrived with so many blessings. Talk to me of the smiles. And the belonging and warmth. About how a couple thousand miles just mean a couple thousand ways to love you more. How I'd wish on a million stars to be yours until I breathe. About how I'd keep you safe and warm. Everyday. Pooling happiness in your gorgeous dimpled smile.
And hear me talk to you about love.

For everyday and more.
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