•GOD GAVE ME YOU•
WOO y’all... I sure do love this little girl more than life itself ❤️. My love for her is unconditional & even in moments when she makes me want to pull my hair out, oh yes we have lots of those haha, I still truly think to myself how much I love her. Even in the exact moments when I could pull my hair out & dealing with whatever might be going on... I still think... I just wanna hug her and tell her how much I love her. Crazy right!? I believe that’s something God gives us as Mommas & something Sky intensified in me 💙. BUT I still have to be her Mom & sometimes that might mean I’m not her favorite... and that’s okay. I’m okay with that. It’s not always unicorns & rainbows being a Mom 👀🦄🌈.... ya feel me!? Can I get an amen 🙋🏻♀️?? Most days she’s sweet as sweet can be & I don’t know how her huge heart fits inside her tiny little body and then some days, well mostly mornings 😂... I feel like I have an 8 going on 18 year old with an attitude the size of Texas about EVERYTHINGGGG 🤦🏻♀️. Like “what did I do 🤷🏻♀️!?” SHEESH!! I feel like us Mommas absorb ALL the attitude for everyone else too sometimes, like they are angels to everyone but us... is it just me 🤔? And hey, I’m okay with that too.. I can deal.
This morning was just one of those mornings y’all... she is a Daddy’s girl through & through and I LOVE IT, truly I do! He flew out yesterday & it breaks my heart for him to leave, so I can’t even imagine what it does to hers. Sometimes that just means I can’t win for losing, especially right after he leaves or when he’s out of town for a long time, which is often & those of you who know us know what I mean.
So this picture is from LAST WEEK because a picture this AM just wasn’t gonna happen. There was attitude, tears, you name it 😩. My point is this... being a Mom is HARD.. and in the same breath, it’s the best thing I’ll ever be. Not a single one of us are perfect nor do I feel like we pretend to be.. we are all just doing our best to be the best Mom for them that we can. They’ll never truly understand the love we have for them until one day when they have kiddos of their own. 💙💞 (Continued👇🏼)