Honestly i feel as if im beginning to grow... Mentally and physically. I honestly feel as if im becoming a completely different person from what i was 2 years ago. I feel more aware, confident, smarter, adapted, i feel like my thoughts are alot deeper, i feel like i can deal with things alot better, and yenno, im begginging to think im crying so much because im finally becoming hyper aware of my emotions and not jus numbing myself. Now i know how to properly express them. For the most part anyways. Im still growing, but im changing for the better.