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I’m away until Tuesday, guys. It’s my weekend off starting today. Technically, I’ll be around a bit Sunday evening and you might get a story instalment. but Monday and half of Tuesday are busy with appointments again, so I’ll be slow with replying to any messages coming in between now and then, until the middle of the week. Happy Friday! --------------------------------------------------- #bjd #abjd #balljointeddoll #doll #lltneil #supiagiyom #foveovincent #kanadoll #bjdphotography #dollphotography

Working on Neil no.2 this arvo. I ingested a weird lunch which made me unable to stop laughing and want to watch angry hippos, so I didn't get very far with this other than just the first layer blushes. I would really like to make this one different to the first one I made, this one is a smokey darker sort of guy. Luckily my commissioner has similar wishes in mind. #lltneil #lalegenddetemps #faceup #bjd #ruggedrealism

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Thank you very very much @koalakrash_dolls 😘😘😘#lltneil

Look at these matching losers. #bjd #lltneil

LLT Neil Work-in-progress Layer 2 #faceup #bjd #ruggedrealism #lltneil #lalegenddetemps

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I’m away until Tuesday, guys. It’s my weekend off starting today. Technically, I’ll be around a bit Sunday evening and you might get a story instalment. but Monday and half of Tuesday are busy with appointments again, so I’ll be slow with replying to any messages coming in between now and then, until the middle of the week. Happy Friday! --------------------------------------------------- #bjd #abjd #balljointeddoll #doll #lltneil #supiagiyom #foveovincent #kanadoll #bjdphotography #dollphotography

You're bound by blood. By patriotic loyalty and dogged Northern honour and traditional family values instilled in you from birth. By backhanded slaps and clouts round the ear, and you kicking fuck out of Sareem Akhtar in the school playground, just because you could.
(Just because your Dad said you should.)
And you're struggling with this "man" thing. And you're struggling with this "father-son" thing. And your eyes chase the movements of his hands as he talks.
Hands battle-scarred through boxing matches with other blokes' jaws. Mangled from pissed up loutish brawling with council tenancy brick walls. Nicked with scars from the constantly open stanley stashed away in the pocket of his MA1 olive bomber, that you remember your mam forever restitching the lining of because the blade kept slashing big holes.
Hands that once lifted you onto the pool table down the local pub, when you were young, pressed a cue into your grasp, taught you how to smack someone with it if they looked at you wrong.
He makes idle conversation about your sisters. About the nine grandkids. About your mum.
“How is yer mam, these days? Still beautiful?"
"She goes out with the lassies from work at weekends and pulls young lads my age. I'd say she's doin' a’right for herself."
"Havin' a mid-life crisis, is she?" His mouth pulls up at one side, twitching in a smirk.
"Nah, mate. Just happy. Makin' the most of it. She's doin' really good."
You wanna ask him where all his anger comes from. Wanna say, "Come on, out with it, who fucking /hurt/ you?". Wanna quiz him about Great Granddad. The draft dodger. Who kidded on he was loony, to avoid fighting for Britain, in 1942. Who brought shame on the Wood name and caused two generations of men after him to overcompensate with violent nationalism, over-bearing masculinity and spilled foreign blood.
(Make that three generations, if you count your own.)
And you recall how easy, how instinctive, how absolutely normal it had been to swing at that stranger who'd been gobbing off at Elvis, that night on the way home from the club.
How satisfying it had felt to have Noel by the throat.
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I’ll possibly have to change my plans for this guy 😓 don’t you guys hate when it happens? You get a new doll and it just doesn’t fit where you want? I hope he fits the adaptations I’m making...

we never really know where we belong until we get there.
(This is super out of character because Elvis and Dom aren’t touching. Maybe they’re holding hands behind Julian’s back 🙃)
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and i wanna be hearing the sound of your voice when i’m wound up. --------------------------------------------------- #bjd #abjd #balljointeddoll #doll #lltneil #supiagiyom #bjdphotography #dollphotography

You haven't visited for nine years. Almost a decade. He reminds you of this while you're sitting there across the table, diverting your eyes away from the fresh pink scar slashed half way across his throat.
"Twelve, lad. Twelve years old when you last came here, saw me. Look at you now. Proper grown up into a man and everything."
You don't know if he's saying it to prompt you, to make you feel ashamed. Or whether it's propelled by some kind of disbelief on his end, some sort of regret for everything he's missed. (Probably the first one. He always did put effort into making you feel like shit.)
But it's there, between you, nine years of empty space and no desire to fill the gaps, on your end.
(Nine years of the fucking /best/ days of your life.)
"Chelsea comes." Here he goes. "Chelsea's always here, nearly every other week, her and the kids. Mercedes as well, sometimes. Mercy doesn't bring the little'uns, though. Just pictures..."
"It's no place for kids." You wish your voice sounded stronger, sturdier. Wish you could force weight behind the syllables that convey more confidence than you feel. Wish you could conjure that boldness you manage when you're talking to Elvis.
Because you've no need to be nervous. No need to be afraid of him.
You're just as fucking big and intimidating nowadays, as he is.
(More so. Maybe. Cos you don't have to /fake/ it.)
Yet...
"You always were my favourite." He reaches out across the table. Takes your hand in his. Presses that old NF tattoo on his palm into your own fucking skin.
And you freeze.
Ice crackles through your veins.
"What's that supposed to mean?"
The urge to yank your hand away is almost too strong to resist. But you're determined to be the bigger man. And you maybe, kinda, really do wanna stick it out to hear this. Cos you're pretty certain he's not suddenly feeling guilty for all his bullshit.
(You're pretty certain your old man doesn't even know what guilt /is/.)
And he's never, not once, shown you any kind of /real/ praise.
But when he doesn't continue, because he either can't or won't explain, you draw away, folding your arms on the sinking chest of an exhale.
You're not daft. You're not stupid.
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I’m going to have a new boy coming home in a little while 🎉 he’ll probably be body sharing with Julian for a bit while I work out what body I actually want for him. But god, it feels like an eternity since I had a new resin fella in my life haha. --------------------------------------------------- #bjd #abjd #balljointeddoll #doll #lltneil #kanadolleden #bjdphotography #dollphotography

Can you believe Archie gets to go to the city before I do? That's my home! NYC baby! And this fucker goes before me? Meeks, I love you but you can be a real dick sometimes -Warwick
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obligatory dom and julian cos i have feelings i can’t indulge. (dear god it’s been a long, exhausting, painful week haha. expect more content and writing - and progress on faceups - next week. i have half of the next scene in the story written but my hands hurt so much and i’m so fatigued i can’t finish it yet. argh!!) --------------------------------------------------- #bjd #abjd #balljointeddoll #doll #lltneil #kanadoll #kanadolleden #bjdphotography #dollphotography

we had a death pact. i have to keep my half of the bargain. --------------------------------------------------- #bjd #abjd #balljointeddoll #doll #lltneil #bjdphotography #dollphotography #art #artdoll

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