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Create your purpose. This WAS my drawer. This is my power of attorney, my living will, as well as the paperwork signed for my DNR plan. I have no choice now BUT TO BETTER MYSELF. When you have ONLY one shot, you will fight harder than you ever have, to better you as a whole. I’ll say it like this “TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR FUCKING LIFE” you can live as doctors tell you “take these and it will make you better.” I did that for years. SO FUCK THAT. Exercise, eat Whole Foods, surround yourself with people that INSPIRE YOU, “you become whom you surround yourself with”, cut motherfuckers out; in the end it’s YOU VS YOU, not you & them vs the world. Take back the power that people drain you of, trying to do what’s “right.” I’m taking back my power! #fighter #driven #heartdisease #hypertension #ptsd #depression #anxiety #takingbackyourhealth #takingbackmylife #fuckwesternmedicine #theresnomagicpill #fitness #exercise #health #healthylifestyle #pray #youvsyou #takecontrol #livingtodie #dyingtolive #bebetter #nofear #fearnoman

They killing us wait we killing ourselves Long Live Shorty @xxxtentacion #xxxtentacion #coldworld #dieingtolive #livingtodie

"we wish to chew meat for a very long time, but the throat wouldn't allow it" (YORUBA PROVERBS)
We all want to live on this earth for ever, but aging wouldn't allow it. Nature can NEVER be cheated. No matter how much you pray for longer life, No matter how many "anti aging creams you use, slow aging therapy you attends, surgeries you went through" when your time comes, you will submit your "living chips" to your creator. But look at the bright side, you & only you decides how you live your life. Enjoy it while you can, because we are all LIVING TO DIE. "drop Mike" 🚶🏾🚶🏾
#liveyourlife #yolo #livingtodie #aging #goodmorning #aliamdulillah #lifelessons

Yesterday, after reading many of the "he had everything", " how selfish ", and so on, I posted this status on Facebook. It was in haste and there's so much more. For now, this is all:

Many people say they don't know the demons others face, yet sometimes they do know because occasionally we let you in and you choose to turn your backs. Other times, you say you can't handle the sadness, angst, or whatever the negative emotion may be. You have this thing about surrounding yourselves with people who are always positive. Let me tell you something. Life isn't always great for those of us who suffer with manic depression/bi polar, depression, or some other mental illness. The struggle never ends. Sure, sometimes it's not so bad. There are good days and there are bad days. That's life. Unfortunately, it's a little tougher on some of us. Yet we fucking fight until we can't. I understand that it's hard to be around us sometimes. You don't always know what you're going to get. I appreciate my friends who have helped me through some extremely dark times and hard fought battles. As for those who gave up on me and others like me, you did what you had to do. Maybe you got tired. Maybe you preferred living in your plastic bubbles with rainbows and unicorns. Good for you. People like myself and others who have mental health problems can be quite frustrating. I'm guilty of becoming frustrated with myself and my partner, yet we both stick around. We will push on until we don't.

#nofilter #turkeybuzzards #vultures #suicide #manicdepressive #fuckyoushittypeople #answeryourphones #itmaybeyousomeday #thankyougoodpeople #fewfriends #dyingtolive #livingtodie #ilm #itseverywhere #life #death #thewallsarecrashing

I felt my soul rush off to you.
Memories of you—replayed to me.
I felt myself go cold beside you.
Thoughts of you—burning inside me.
I felt the callous ripples.
The smooth spaces between each cut
The hot oozing blood.
Spilling and pooling around me.
I felt the end.
The calm echoing drips.
I felt my heart struggling.
Gasping for something to pump.
Buckling under pressure.
I felt my mind get blurry.
The memories distorting.
The future disappearing.
I felt my thoughts fading.
Running through my mind trying to hold on to the last of myself.
I felt myself fade.
I felt the last of me.
But I knew.
This wasn’t the end.
This was just my first try.
My first life.
This was just the beginning.
—this was my suicide. •



#Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #instapoetry #wordsmith #poetry #writer #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #stranger #didntmeanto #truelove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #falling #tumblr #emovibes #piecesofmyself #Itsallinmyhead #depression #functionaldepressive #livingtodie #someonesaveme

I really am nothing special.
Not important.
Insignificant.
Everything about me is ordinary.
So why. Please. Can someone tell me why my heart is so compelled to love someone so extraordinary. Someone so much more than I could ever be. Tell me why my heart craves such an unattainable love. Why does my soul beg me to follow this impossible love.
Why am I so helplessly in love with the color of the stars.
Why am I so lost in your eyes.
Why are you all I see when I look into the sky.
Tell me does love always die.
Do hearts always break.
And are tears always salty? •



#Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #instapoetry #wordsmith #poetry #writer #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #stranger #didntmeanto #truelove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #falling #tumblr #emovibes #piecesofmyself #Itsallinmyhead #depression #functionaldepressive #livingtodie #someonesaveme

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