Yesterday, after reading many of the "he had everything", " how selfish ", and so on, I posted this status on Facebook. It was in haste and there's so much more. For now, this is all:
Many people say they don't know the demons others face, yet sometimes they do know because occasionally we let you in and you choose to turn your backs. Other times, you say you can't handle the sadness, angst, or whatever the negative emotion may be. You have this thing about surrounding yourselves with people who are always positive. Let me tell you something. Life isn't always great for those of us who suffer with manic depression/bi polar, depression, or some other mental illness. The struggle never ends. Sure, sometimes it's not so bad. There are good days and there are bad days. That's life. Unfortunately, it's a little tougher on some of us. Yet we fucking fight until we can't. I understand that it's hard to be around us sometimes. You don't always know what you're going to get. I appreciate my friends who have helped me through some extremely dark times and hard fought battles. As for those who gave up on me and others like me, you did what you had to do. Maybe you got tired. Maybe you preferred living in your plastic bubbles with rainbows and unicorns. Good for you. People like myself and others who have mental health problems can be quite frustrating. I'm guilty of becoming frustrated with myself and my partner, yet we both stick around. We will push on until we don't.
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