There's a banging on the front door and I’m startled not expecting anyone today and definitely not expecting a bang so loud on my door.
I walk down the dark hallway and open the door with big wide smile on my face, feeling kind of scattered from the night of taking drugs I had the night before and kind of peaceful as I come down to rest for the day.
Opening the door and looking up with a big smile ready to face the heavy door knocker I now become instantly in shock and fear of my life!
Looking down the barrel of a shot gun pointed straight at my face with a big, sweaty, angry looking man, I gasped in some air to keep myself still....... 🆘 “Where is Stan? Where is he?!!!!” the gun holder was screaming at me, swaying side to side with his pupils large obviously off his face and to my guess he is on speed. He is dripping in sweat, has the shakes, is jittery and talking really fast and hard.
My heart is jumping out of me, I want to scream , I want to run, I feel my legs trembling and my whole body has frozen on me. I CAN’T move, even if I want to.
I breath in deeply, “I don’t know where he is , he is out for the day, and I don’t know what time he will be back?” The sun is shining and it is a beautiful day outside. I have flashes of my life ending right now come into my mind and I look for flowers and trees to look at so they can be the last thing I see before I go. 🌲🌻🌼 “I need money and NOW!!!” he says to me, taking a step forward so the gun is actually touching my forehead..... I feel a tear falling from my eye as I look straight at him and quietly reply, “I have no money. You can come in and take what ever you like, but I really don’t have any money. Please don’t shoot me, I can try to find out where Stan is. Please.........please....”. I feel myself catching myself thinking he will want sex from me, I don’t know why, but I feel this and will give it if it means I live. It’s all I can give him right now if he must take something, really my furniture and belongings are not worth much.
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