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MOST RECENT

Now here’s a story all about how, my life got flipped turned upside down... I am on day number 7 of SOBRIETY. I’ve been a cannabis smoker for the past 27 years. In the last month that led up to my decision of stopping, I went through a series of events that were not pleasant. As many of you know I smoke for medicinal purposes, but as of late I’ve been getting sicker after smoking. I will always be a believer of the healing properties cannabis has and how it literally helped me for 27 years. I believe in educating all whom are willing to learn about how this wonderful plant has helped me and so many others. I’m not saying I’ll never smoke again, but for now it is in my best interest to quit. *back in 2004 I became addicted to pain meds. I was going through a lot in my personal life and It’s something that I battled with until 2009. The only thing that helped me get off the heavy prescription drugs I was on was, cannabis. I thought I was a functioning addict, because I still managed to work and take care of my family. But as I was doing this, I was slowly dying. In 2007 I was diagnosed with a meningioma (brain tumor) which only made my will for life less important, I thought if I’m going to die, I might as well numb any emotions I had.
I became used to the idea of numbing the pain that haunted me for years, not realizing I was making matters worse. I went through a series of treatments, some experimental, while others were not.

After that I had 2 strokes of the brain(TIA) which thankfully I was able to recover from. All while still working and taking care of my kids. But in all honesty the only thing that helped me get through this was Cannabis. It helped me heal and was my source for relief of pain.
So if any of you are in need of a friend, someone who can help you, then I’m your gal. If I can do it, so can you. We are in this together and we must lend each other a helping hand.
Thank you all for your continued support, and I hope you all can understand and support me through this. Stay blessed and sending each and everyone of you nothing but positive vibes.
Xoxo
Cin

I hear people walking around talking about they a boss. First of all real bosses don’t walk around talking like that. Second a true boss does not even see them selves this way. This is because there’s orders to fill, emails to be answered, projects to plan, budgets to plan and taxes to be paid. Family to tend to, gas to get, invoices to be paid oh let’s not forget to remember to go to the restroom. Being a boss is early mornings and late nights, worrying,lose weight and no sleep most days. Being a boss requires you to work harder then you ever have in your life. Everyone wants to be a boss without the work. This pic was after a photo shoot. Which by the way are not as glamorous as people think. I was exhausted, hungry and I had to use the restroom. This pic was almost at 8 in the evening and my day was just getting started. FACTS #notaboss #imaleader #mogul #mogulinthemaking #mogulmindset #beauty #beautybusiness #shantareneebeauty #foundation #highlighter #prayingwoman #businessowner #smallbusinessowner #businesswoman #myowngoals #speakeverythingintoexistence #livingmytruth #livingmypassion #itaintalwayspretty

Finally my room is coming together nicely. Let go of a ton of stuff. Darkness is out light is coming in. #springcleaning #outwiththeoldinwiththenew #newchapterbegins #myjourney #lettinggowhatnolongerservesme #whatamazingfeeling now that the rain is gone it’s time to release some energy and enjoy my long weekend. #memoralwknd #releaseeveryoneeverything #doingmeandonlyme #foundmytrueself #livingmytruth #goingon6monthssober #sober #spirituality #kundaliniawakening #itsallapartofmyjourney #crushinggoals #kundalini #empath

That moment you realize your living your truth in your backyard. #tyedye #chydye #hippy #happy #mytruth #cantwait #comingsoon #forsale #lovetobefree #friends #livingmytruth #godwillprovide

Just feeling my Pretty Boy oats in my newest video on my BeautyIG, @j.sailes_beauty
Wanna take a gander at my new day makeup routine?? Well, head on over to check out the full vid! And make sure to like and follow to stay up to date for future posts!!!
#allabouteve #theplayboybunnyofdrag #mua #instagay #qtpoc #meninmakeup #makeuplover #makeupaddict #daytimerealness #dayface #prettyboy #livingmytruth #forcoloredboys #makeupforblackmen #melaninpoppin #makeupformenofcolor

It’s not a Race. Is the latest topic on TimelessEvolution today!🌸 I’ve been doing some soul surgery and realized I struggle with racing to get somewhere fast or competing with others when it’s not a competition.
Have an amazing weekend and a new post will be up this week plus a little surprise!✨ #npcbikini #womenwholift #transformation #weightloss #weightlossjourney #model #motivational #motivationalspeaker #livingmytruth #blogger #lifestyleblogger #militarywomen #militarymuscle #npcbikini #bikiniprep #bikinibody #bikinicompetitor #blessings #positivity #blackgirlmagic #striving #winning #timelessevolution #Californiabrat

Have a wonderful and blessed Sunday!!! #blessed #humbled #livingmytruth

The day you were born is the day God decided that world could not exist without you. Rabbi Nachman of Breslov. Credit to @ovadyahronin #breslov #rabbinachmanofbreslov #livingmytruth

Really into this new plant. Also, full-blown leaning into my Azn grandma level 10 with my new house slippies. .
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& mr. sampson (duh) .
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#livingmytruth #feelssogood #tristar #calathea #checkthosecolors #w😮w #prayerplant

I believe in real moments...and part of being a real person is sharing those real moments.
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This is my face about an hour after crying. My lips are swollen, my eyes puffy, my cheeks red. I cry way more than I care to admit, especially to total strangers.
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I've been feeling down, lost and discouraged for awhile now... Even though I've been trying to hide it from those who know me. I've hid it well from most, but there are those I see every day and those I trust who know the truth. I feel like what I'm doing is never enough. I'm drained. I feel alone. I am scared. And I really don't know all the stuff I think I need to know to move forward.
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I'm not going to stop trying though. Even though at this moment I feel like shit, I honestly believe it can't be like this forever...like the law of large numbers of something, it'll all workout in the end. But I wanted to share this with you all because this is real life. I think we've all felt this way, to some degree or another, at some point or many points in our lives. As @kehlani says, it's ok to not be ok. I struggle with that, but today I'm taking a small step to live that truth. Not feeling ok at this moment...but I'm hopeful it will pass and I'm working towards being on the other side. Thanks for reading.

“She reflected back on her life And realized Everything that Happened made her
STRONGER 💯🙌🏽👏🏾👏🏾#livingmytruth #liveyourlife #seannaoglesbyhairstylist #albanynyhairstylist #longislandhairstylist #nychairstylist #buildingmybrand #mobhair #thecutlife #grateful #humble #loveyourself
Photography @b_alfordphotography 🙌🏽❤️
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Sunday vibes 😴👵🏼🌧 #nappedallday

Still very much in love with fashion, styling and overdressing. 😛 #livingmytruth #travelfarDanica

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