Living in New York has been one helluva experience. It has been a rough month and a half dealing with time zone changes, a stomach infection (thank god for probiotics) not to mention getting to know my mom and the NY way. The news is always yapping about another robbery or Donald Trump; Commercials always selling medicine or a gadget to be healthier and happier. Winter is always a rough time for me and the people I've met are just very confident, very aggressive and very different from me.
I miss the yoga studio and my job in Korea. I miss the people there that are nothing but caring and loving. I miss meditating and doing yoga for hours. I miss not relying on a car. I kinda really miss CU mart.
On the same breath, I am grateful for the little lessons in life's challenges, struggles and transitions. I am learning to be more upfront, work hard and stay true to myself. I am realizing what it takes to consistently allow yourself to open up in manifesting an unobstructed love. I am realizing that ultimately these are just spaces and ideas. I am so utterly amazed by how supportive people have been through Instagram as I share a little bit of the reality of my life.
When everything has been stripped away, it becomes a little easier to find the foundation of who you are. Yes, I seem reserved maybe passive. Okay, I take my time especially enjoying the little things like a snowstorm and a great chai tea. I let what people said to or about me resonate but that doesn't mean I'm too sensitive or take things too personally. So what if I smile a lot and I don't have a problem with something. I don't care about 401k or the "security" money can get. I live for experiences, sunsets and spontaneity. I don't think I will ever stop drinking wine and being merry. I love the good conversation and company it brings. I won't ever stop being curious. I will always try to seek the good in others.
Remember: Don't ever feel bad for the person you are today. Not even for a moment. Don't become attached to ideas. Be earnest and step forward bravely in your most curious and creative self and be OK with it all #loveandalliscoming #sorrybutnotsorry #aimtrue #livewithauthenticity #sunnykyoga