Sometimes we get caught up in the details and routine...the drowning feeling that being a mom just naturally brings when we are honest. I made a confession to my hubs today that I feel I've been operating outside myself and putting all my energy and focus in the details and not the people....in my stuff instead of the moments I'm missing. Maybe it's nesting, maybe it's hormones, maybe it's because I'm sharing my body with another human and sanity is so far from the norm right now. I had to make a choice today to Be Still...not to worry that the site is down. To see my 2 year old carrying his book around for me to read. I cooked for the first time in literally weeks and prepped my new baby space. I made a choice to focus on my family....the people, not the details. And it was really hard. But so worth it. Anyway...this is us (@thedoorposts)...as 6, but any day now we will be 7. Life is still happening, Restock is still happening, and Lord willing the sun will rise tomorrow, and hopefully I will stay pregnant until 5:01pm CST tomorrow so I can get through one more launch before Atticus comes....BUT I'm gonna wake up tomorrow and try to focus another day on the people, my people, you people...because boil life down to the important importants and it's ALWAYS...people! ✨
PS: Carrier and Satchel Sneak Peek in 20 minutes!