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Today morning you got to see a side of me only those close to me know about.Ever since I was 14 I discovered I have a gift of dreams.I dream things that become a reality in my life or in the lives of those in my dreams.I have dreamt of things and the next day, the event happens exactly as I saw it.I have dreamt of snakes in a house that has not had a snake in years only for a snake to be found exactly where i saw it in my dreams a day later.
I also have a gift where God literally puts me in people's difficult situations.I have been involved in accidents through people and most recently in a motorbike accident through someone I don't even know.I sometimes feel people's pain literally as if it was my own.This happened today morning.I couldn't stop crying and praying for the person who was going through a difficult situation even if I didn't know who it was.When these moments come all I do is Pray.PRAY PRAY PRAY and the burden is removed from me and the person involved in that situation.
Many times I have questioned my gifts.Wondering why God gave me these gifts?They are fun when it's all about good news but so challenging when it's related to a difficult situation.They drain my energy spiritually and physically. It gets so overwhelming that im all sweaty and unsettled until i pray and share my incidences with the person concerned or my hubby or mum.(My mum is convinced 💯 God talks to me 🙏😍) I have ran away from my gifts so many times because I feel I don't deserve them.There are more 'holier' more 'Godly' people I think deserve them.
God has finally made me understand that he doesn't use perfect people.He uses ordinary people like me as he choses.So now I'm ready and fully locked in to my Creator to use me as he pleases for his glory.Gods grace and mercy chose me, the worst sinner, just as I am and for that I'm forever grateful.🙏To God be the glory.
I think I'm out of the closet now 😂😂 I'm on a social media rest day tomorrow.Do have a blessed Sunday #instafam. Be your best.Your time has come.😍🙏🌟🙌