Time goes by so fast! Little Ash is almost 3 months old. Whuuuut? 🤷🏻♀️ Who said this guy could get big? It makes me super sad to actually realize how fast time is going, but I am so excited to see what’s to come. I’m excited to actually get to experience this whole #motherhood thing firsthand. Although it’s been amazing to see all my nieces and nephews grow, this little man is my whole world, and I can’t wait for our little family’s future. I’m not gonna lie, being a mom is hard. Like one of my friends put it, it’s not hard like physics is hard, it’s hard for me because it’s been such an adjustment. 4 months ago I got to decide when I went to bed, if I could spend the whole day out and not go home, and naps were definitely for me, not for catching up on laundry. Although being a #mom in these times makes me second guess myself more times than not, I can actually say I’m getting the hang of this. I’m not gonna lie, immediately after birth I thought the #mommyfairy would come down, wave her wand and all of a sudden I would have all the secrets, all the tips and tricks that go with motherhood, the organizational skills and patience that my sisters have, but dang it...it doesn’t really work like that. BUT with that being said, I’m finally to the point where I feel confident I know what he’s crying for and his hunger and tired cues. (We will just forget last night when he was screaming bloody murder in the church as I TRIED to help set up my brothers wedding...that was a omg we need to get outta here moment.) He is such a sweet, loving, smiley, attentive, feisty little spit-fire. I am sure he is going to test me on more occasions than not, and I am excited to teach him so many things but he has also taught me. He has taught me how to be selfless. I’m not even going to go there with how many days i am willing to NOT wash my hair. 😂 I love this little guy with ever fiber of my being. We sure have been blessed with this little guy.