Decisions, decisions, decisions... Something I haven't been so great at making recently. I've really propelled myself into extremes in the past two years, but particularly since I've been in Brasil. I went from being so strong within my decisions, what I wanted and when I wanted it to happen, that I would never leave space open for anything else to occur or allow for more time in these processes. I was so stubborn and actually operating from a space of anger and pain. Recently I've been flowing wherever I'm led. Following the synchronicity and Trusting that I'll be led to where I "need" to be. I find myself floating around from one interesting idea to the next, settling on whatever tangibly manifests first. I've been mostly listening to my heArt, but I have been forgetting to listen to my intuition. My heArt and intuition speak different languages. My heArt says "Go for it! You're there, you might as well just throw yourself into the experience", where as my intuition will pipe in saying "No, this doesn't feel good and I don't actually want to do this". Listening to my intuition again is important. Trusting myself to make good decisions is important. When I leave the choices to The Universe I'm not trusting myself enough to know what is good for me. That said, there is no separation between The Universe and I, so...why do I not believe in myself? Once again I am brought back to these words "When you make a decision your Life moves forwards." So...here's to Trusting myself, making solid decisions, committing to them and loving the experience no matter the outcome. Every consequence is a lesson to grow from, so whether we create "bad" or "good" choices we inevitably will learn from these experiences. I'm enjoying these processes of change, of growth, of expansion. I'm sure it's incredibly confusing for the people I have met along my current journey, because I'm constantly adapting to all the lessons that fly into my daily Life at a rapid pace. Thank you all you magical humans for your patience with me ☺️ We're all learning together.
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