#100DaysOfLight - Day 99: Time for a new story
Your beliefs become your thoughts,
Your thoughts become your words,
Your words become your actions,
Your actions become your habits,
Your habits become your values,
Your values become your destiny.
So I had one of those bullshit chain-of-disasters mornings: my phone locked me out and then factory-reset itself, smoothie explosion, I kept dropping things and generally got late but I couldn't call my carpool because my phone was bricked. I was Loosing. My. Shit.
Then I got to life coach training and it became apparent that was going to get a "ceremony" around my intentions with my heart. Oh. Right. So that's what Day 98 and this morning were about. I remember from my shamanic training that preparing for the ceremony is the hardest part.
We spent the weekend working on intention and conscious language. We ended with a group process that involved each person taking turns and looking at every other person in the room with conscious eye contact. It was deeply beautiful. I wanted to throw up and bolt from the room. And I didn't. I stayed in it, and watched myself have a process and also was very moved.
My homework is to rewrite a few of my old stories that I carry around with me like so much outdated clothing. A new, more spacious Instagram series is coming.