For some reason it is Gods will for it to keep raining on Tuesdays during the summer outdoor MA meeting I started. I have been the only one there half of the time. Today a struggling new comer showed up a bit late. Glad I went, glad I stayed. Non recovering me definitely would not have gone! I helped him just as much as he helped me today. A friend from college posted a #suicide note on Facebook this afternoon. He was dead by the time the cops arrived. Leaving behind his wife. Heartbreaking stuff. I am so grateful for the gift of recovery today.