#lifeisdifficult

MOST RECENT

I do not know anything for certain. Wishing for certainty can create doubt, but if you don’t have doubts you wouldn’t make decisions, you wouldn’t keep hope so close to your heart... and you wouldn’t dream of the utmost, beautiful desires that this world offers. -
-
#lifeisajourney #wordsofwisdom #quoteoftheday #vangogh #vincentvangogh #certainty #dreammore #daybyday #lifeisbeautiful #lifeisdifficult #trustme #nightthoughts #beautifulview

It was a mesmerizing moment to see smile on their faces...
#Bastar #basterlife #triballifestyle #childrenphoto #mesmerisingeyes #lifeisdifficult #jungleland #natgeo

They cannot play freely, go to school and cannot stomach up because they have to look after their brothers and sisters so that their parents earn...
#bastarlife #povertymacros #povertyisreal #povertyline #povertysucks #povertyissexist #prilaga #povertyandthearts #malnutrition #helpless #lifeisdifficult #bastar #nrsphotography

I am starting to fall for the prince. He is amazingly gorgeous, sweet, compassionate and generous. I know that we agreed to just be friends and he would keep me in the selection to help him pick his future wife but, it’s becoming more than that now. I am starting to get really jealous when he spends extra time with the other girls. To make things even more complicated, I just saw Aspen today in the hall. He has become a member of the guard. Seeing him today brought back so many feelings and memories. I thought I would never see him again, or he moved on from me and married another girl.I have never been so confused in my life. Maxon or Aspen? I know if I pursue a relationship with Aspen while being a member of the Selection, it will be treason. I know I have to pick one but, which one I have no clue.
#bigdescisions #aspenormaxon #lifeisdifficult

I would like to go die right now. I want to forever be okay and death is the only release. I may as well go to hell because I'm already living in one. I told my friend I was suicidal and now they want to tell my family or a leader from our church. I thought I could trust him with my shit but I guess not. I just want to be held by someone I know who actually cares about me. But the only person I think has a grain of care for me is the person I told about killing myself. Tears come out of my hollow body and the burden is becoming too much to carry. I physically hurt inside and out. My medical issues just seem to be getting worse. My headaches are numb to me now, and I want to feel okay again but I don't think i ever will. I just want to be loved. Im kind to everyone for the most part bc I don't want them to feel the same pain i do. I want someone to carry me for awhile so that my burdens could be lifted for just a moment. Everyone around me is so happy and I'm pretending but it's getting hard to keep on pretending. I feel completely dead inside with no one to turn to. The worst part is that I know Jesus died on the cross for me and washed away my sins. But now I feel overwhelming guilt for Him doing that for me because I deserve hell, I deserve to rot away with the devil himself. I don't deserve happiness anymore bc I've hurt too many people by not trusting them. Constant pain changes a person, it makes you feel like you're the only one who should have to go through it and that you should be able to figure out how to be ok. I blame myself for every thing as if it's all my fault bc I believe that it is. I'm the reason for my downfall. I'm the reason for my suicidal lifestyle. I'm the reason that I have nobody to talk to. I'm the reason for all of it. So I should just go kill myself now before I screw anything else up. •







#killme #shootme #imdeadinside #lifesucks #whyme #drawingishard #drawinglikealoser #ughlife #saveme #lifeisdifficult #attempts #suicidal #depressed #donetrying #nobodyisthere #ihatehashtags #suicideistheonlyoption #imgoingtohell #justfuckingendme #selfharm #imdone

"I gave her everything
She took my heart and left me lonely
I think broken heart's contagious
I won't fix, I'd rather weep
I'm lost then I'm found
But it's torture bein' in love"
#memories #xxxtentacion #sad #badday #lonely #lifeisjoke #lifeisdifficult #rap #us #singer #music #life #musicstyle #favorite #song #love #rip #😔 #🌹

Do you ever feel like you're fading away but you can't do anything about it and nobody else sees? Fading into the distance as everyone around you enjoys the life they're given. You try to act normal like you're fully present and you are interested but in reality you just want to let yourself be taken away. But youre stuck right in the middle. Always the glue for others to be together leaving you completely and utterly alone. Talking is pointless now. Music seeps through my small being. Air is stale even when the wind howls boldly. So where does that leave me? Well I am alone and weak, dying on the inside with no one left to love or be loved by. Stuck right in between life and death where nobody sees me. •






#depressed #sketch #attempts #artkinda #itried #ughlife #whyme #screwup #pencilsketch #suicidal #ihatehashtags #saveme #lifeisdifficult #somanyhashtags #illtry #iwontgetbetter #drawingishard #drawinglikealoser

When so much is going on and you just ha e to get on with life. Trying to be positive! :3

#doctorwho #doctorwhocompanions #selfie #bepostive #curlylocks #lifeisdifficult

Don't ever say you're not good enough. If that person can't see how amazing you are then they are the one who's not good enough for you. Good morning. Love who you are, and you're good enough, and you don't need to feel like you need to apologize for who you are, and you don't need to feel like you need to try to be someone you're not. #youregoodenough #goodenough #life #lifeisdifficult #difficult #good #enough #somepeopleareblind #yourebeautiful #donttrytochangeyourself #beyourself #hapahaber #samuhaber #singer #songwriter #musician #sunriseavenue #helsinki #finland #quote #quotes #lifequotes #instaquote

Today I did a video on my private group page and it was was kind of all over the place......because bottom line is it’s hard for me to be vulnerable. And I feel vulnerable and raw right now!

Out of my element in ALL aspects of my life! Home-Work-Social....but I’m learning that is okay as long as I do not push because when I push I struggle to stay on track with ANYTHING and EVERYTHING!! I also have been doing myself a dis-service of comparing myself to others which never leads you to a good-happy or successful place!! So now I am going to STOP ALL the things ALL....I am even going to go a week without my Fitbit 😳🤭😬 and listen to my body while working on my mind through meditation and journaling!! Life is always a wild ride with me and now that I enter this different phase of my life and fitness journey. Sometimes I have it together but most of the time I am driving the hotmess express!! 🚂
But together we can do this....we can be successful!! #success #lifeisdifficult #itisokaytostartover #strength

人生有多少轉機 多少過不去的檻#turningpoint #lifeisdifficult #passthrough #difficulty #tired

Progress on my paper mache tree... applied the final layer of a paper mache paste that I made from a recipe by Helen Wyatt (check her out, her ideas are amazing). Finally found a FABULOUS recipe for cold porcelain, that will work fantastically for my tiny, tiny Sakura blossoms (Gryphon Art, check her out! THIS RECIPE WORKS!). If you haven't had a chance to hop on my skeleton of a blog, check out my brain over-flow on Getting Started. www.thebsideoflife.com/to-get-started-just-get-started/ #papermache #papiermache #coldporcelainrecipe #gryphonart #helenwyatt #thinkingoutloud #waystostaysane #dealingwithdepression #craftingforsanity #lifeisdifficult #copingskills #findbeauty #staypositive #makethingshappen #findjoy #crafton

Do you ever just want to be held? But there's nobody there to hold you. So you sit in sadness as you try to survive without love. God is there but you don't feel His unending love that everyone talks dearly about. Each day a struggle because no one sees what's on the inside. We say were fine but we all know we aren't. The pain grows within us but nobody cares enough to ask how you are, or when they do you just need to be loved without having to speak and be judged. I don't even know why I'm saying anything. Wouldn't it be better to keep it inside? Keeping it inside is killing my soul and it's starting to show on the outside too. Yet I'm still unseen and unknown. I'm judged if I speak but scorned for staying quiet. Could anyone ever understand? Or am I once again all alone in this?






#sketch #pencil #drawing #isuck #ugh #ughlife #saveme #lifeisdifficult #attempts #suicidal #depressed #trying #whydoiexist #headphonesaveme #imtrying #itried #ihatehashtags #whyme #drawingishard #nobodyisthere #illsurvive #ohboi #illgetbetter #led #oof #pencilsketch

Kleiner Mutzemann.
.
Wir alle laufen großen Schrittes neben dir. Du versuchst mit kleinen Schritten mitzuhalten.
.
Wir alle sprechen so schnell, viel und laut.
Du versuchst mit deinen Wortbrocken mitzuhalten und alle deine Launen und Wünsche zum Ausdruck zu bringen.
.
Wir Großen gehen mit Selbstverständlichkeit durch unser Leben. Du bist noch dabei alles zu verstehen und deinen Weg zu finden.
.
Wir müssen eben jeden Tag aufs neue lernen, dass wir etwas entschleunigen müssen und uns deinem Tempo in manchen Situationen angleichen müssen. #growingfeet
______________________
#lifewithkids #lifewithatoddler #lifetime #lifeisbeautiful #lifeisdifficult #mamablogger #igers #kidsofinstagram #kidsofig #kidstyle #kidsmood #lebenmitrindern #kidsootd #kidsgram #kidsclub #kidsphotography #childhood #dailylife #goodmood #badmood #picoftheday #picoftheday #dailypost #blogger #instagram #instagram_kids #follower #toddlersofinstagram

Most Popular Instagram Hashtags