Guys I think it's time we have a serious talk...
So lately , (btw I'll reply to dms and messages another time )
I've been thinking about deleting my account... it's not what I want to do.
But my followers aren't going up, loads of my friends have left, I'm growing up, I feel like this is a dead end..
And most importantly, a certain someone kept copying me and to this day I never leaked their account or name... and too many of my friends are that persons friend and it's too hard.
She still is copying me... now making other mangas into Nalu art which is what I did.
And I'm always in competition with her.
And it's not fair.
She's honestly one of the main reasons I don't want this account.
I love my friends, my followers and editing.
But I'm constantly being copied, constantly in competition... constantly tired of running a dead account.
I love you all and to every active follower I get thank you.
My goal was to reach 100k but slowly that's fading from me.
And I think I'm either gonna take a break or... maybe say goodbye.
Or maybe just stop editing,
I don't know but.
What do you think I should do?
What's the point in editing when... someone copies me and gets more recognition... and to the point all my friends support them still...
I DONT want to delete my account but i need a motivation to stay here... that's the problem. That's fading away, and I feel like so is my name and so are my edits and I'm being selfish and dumb but... I can't disappoint you guys. That's all... I just can't. I CSNT... and I feel like I am..
I love you all,
I love fairy tail.
I love lucy.
I love natsu.
I love mt friends.
My best friend.
You guys are my everything.
But i feel like now... there's so many people@copying me that even if I wasn't here nobody would notice.
I'm getting hate as I'm a big account (idc about hate) so small accounts copying me hardly get any.
I love anime, and I love you guys.
But... I'm starting to get tired of feeling like my edits aren't worth much anymore...