Personal development TRAP!
Anyone that knows me would know I am always doing courses.
The thing I have come to realise, is that its now an unhealthy addiction for me.
I get high off the energy.
I "think" I'm becoming this enlightened being.
but really I'm just fooling myself.
I know intellectually these new tools but I haven't embodied them which comes from practice.
I have learnt over 40 different modalities in the last 4 years.... Do I use these powerful tools daily?? NO
And why not?
Because I'm in a illusion, where I think I'm growing just be attending,
and I think I'm acting or being different just for going... This is the illusion of the mind.
Yes these experiences were powerful but they have also created even more problems for me.
I now always search outside for answers instead of in.
I think that a course can "fix me". I use this as ways of not actually facing my shit!
And then after I feel super ungrounded and not happy in my life.
This has been the hardest illusion to see and become aware of for me.
Now I see how lost Iv become from all these things and Iv forgotten to listen to myself... I have officially banned myself from anymore courses for awhile, and now I am going to implement what I have learnt.
And most importantly listen to my inner voice and follow my own path. ❤️❤️
Thank you for reading
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