𝓘 𝓭𝓸𝓷'𝓽 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝓷𝓸𝓫𝓸𝓭𝔂 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾.
A yoonkook au in which Yoongi can't cope with falling in love with Jungkook, gets insecure and depressed. Jungkook notices it and tries to talk to him one day. They end up fighting and Yoongi starts to insult the younger one, tells him how much he hates him and gives Jungkook the fault for making him feel that way. Jungkook - who still doesn't know that his hyung loves him - stops talking to Yoongi which causes the older one to lose his mind and try to commit suicide. Luckily Jungkook manages to save his friend, but disappears afterwards again. Yoongi tries to contact Jungkook, but never gets an answer which drives him insane, the thought of losing the only person he loves. He starts drinking and reenacting scenarios which he shared with Jungkook to remind himself of the memories with the younger boy. But it's not enough, he wants Jungkook to come back, needs him to come back. So he reenacts the only thing where he was sure Jungkook would come back. But this time Jungkook came too late.