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life lessons ( post 5 )
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on my eighteenth birthday
i will either be stuck eating chicken and pasta for dinner
and
still with this meal plan
or
i could be enjoying a meal out
opening presents
and
laughing;
having learnt from the two years spent on a meal plan.
having learnt from the 6 years spent in anorexia’s grip.
the weeks of arguments
the weeks of appointments
the weeks of tests
the weeks of meal plans
it’s, quite simply, shit.
it’s tiring.
it’s painful.
i could choose to stay in this illness
i could choose to learn from the times i have failed in attempts to lose
or hide food
and “succeed in it”
or
i could learn from the pain
i could learn from the tears
and
literal and mental aching.

life lessons are learnt every day.
i have a countless list of life lessons
from
not staying up all night
to
letting this illness take control of me.

i don’t want to reach my eighteenth birthday
and be stuck in this cycle
to be stuck in this hell.
i want to learn from this all
i want to become free.

#anorexianervosarecovery #recovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #iamstrong #iamenough #iamhealing #iamfighting #iwillwin #keepfighting #iwontgiveup #strongnotskinny #bdd #eatittobeatit #youareenough #youarefighting #youarestrong #youareworthrecovery #edrecovery #edfamily #edwarrior #foodisfuel #foodismedicine #foodisnourishment #foodisnottheenemy #anorexiarecovery #fuckyouanorexia

So sehr hab ich mich auf die ersten Rennen seit langem gefreut, stattdessen wartet wieder ein Winter voll Reha auf mich. Schwer zu akzeptieren, aber doch mit dem Blick nach vorne gerichtet, muss ich sagen, dass ich mich erneut verletzt habe. Beim gestrigen Abfahrtstraining in Copper Mountain kam ich im Zielbereich blöd zu Sturz und brach mir dabei mein rechtes Schien- und Wadenbein. Mein Unterschenkel wurde bereits in Vail operiert.
Ich werde erneut Stärke beweisen und mich mit all meiner Energie zurückkämpfen. Ich habe Ziele vor Augen, für die es sich zu kämpfen lohnt und ich werde alles geben um diese zu erreichen !! #skierwithpassion #staystrong #stayfocus #comebackagain #keepfighting #fightforyourdreams #needforspeed #austriaskiteamladies #weareskiing #sheskis #komperdell #reuschbrand #dainesewinter #saalbach #homeoflässig

У меня был трудный день сегодня на турнире, оооочень долго ждала корт, потом не всё получалось в игре, но я справилась🤪🙏💪✌️
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#tennis #tennisgirl #tennislove #myday #mylife #mygame #bestrong #nevergiveup #keepfighting #sport #blue #lovemylife #happy #vamos

EATING DISORDERS DON’T DISCRIMINATE
no matter your age, race, sexuality, gender or weight!!
(Tw on swipe)

In all of these photos I have an eating disorder - yes even the early stages of one in the last picture of smol me. Now in some, it may be more ‘visable’ than others but what you can’t see is my mental state which is actually similar in most of them!
One of the difficult things about recovery from anorexia is that people often assume you’ve gained the weight so you must be cured, right? But funnily enough, being forced to gain weight, or even doing so voluntarily, does not make your mindset any better - it just makes your physical state stable again.
And that’s not to say that those with EDs who were already physically stable to begin with struggle any less than someone else who got to x kgs; we are all struggling with the same (MENTAL !!) illness no matter our weights.
So yes, I may have come a long way physically and even mentally too, but that does not mean in any way that I am now recovered.
You are all valid✨✨
Just a lil reminder ❤️
Also one of these is me in skinny jeans and I never thought I’d be able to post a picture in them as I can’t even leave the house in them so #recoverywin



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When you finally found your @rivallifestyle hoodie.
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Life won’t always go as you expect it. Sometimes your life will just get out of control. So when that happens I need you guys to get it together get up and push forward. All of you are here for a reason. Find your reason! And never let go of it!

First meal at home for Thanksgiving break was avocado toast 🥑 sweet potato soup 🥣 and, of course, (unpictured) coffee with coconut milk whipped cream ☕ I went out to breakfast this morning and bought a red velvet cupcake to go that I am slowly regretting. I bought it, which means I have to eat it, and Lord knows sweets terrify me. But I've eaten desserts before and they didn't kill me, so I'm (kinda?) confident that I can survive it this time, too. If it'll kill Ana, I'll eat just about anything. ~
Have a good Saturday, everyone ☃️
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#edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #bipolarrecovery #recovery #recoverywin #prorecovery #edwarrior #edfighter #anawarrior #anafighter #recoverymeal #recoverysnack #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #fuckdietculture #bodyacceptance #bodytrust #vegan #eatittobeatit #foodisnottheenemy #foodisfuel #foodismedicine #gottanourishtoflourish #selfcare #selflove #selfcompassion #keepfighting #chooserecovery

We hear this a lot, “I’m a girl, I’m emotional.” I think as humans, we are emotional, period.
The last two years every time a piece of emotion I felt was bottled up. I didn’t want to look weak. I had to have my poker face at all times. I was always, “I’m good! I’m fired up!” I didn’t want to wear my heart on my sleeve. Had to act like nothing bothered me. Even though I stood up for myself in some moments, I was quiet in many. I would cry for nights, I was so lost felt so alone. Being in business as a woman & someone that is constantly being watched, I had felt like I had to paint this perfect picture. I couldn’t show weakness & when I did I felt like I had lost. I hated fucking losing. I’m very competitive.
But, I’m also fucking human - as selfish as it is I started @unitedqueensconquer For all of us. I shared some stuff with you girls/guys that was really hard for me to share & accept. But I had to, to move on & grow from it. And it will help you too.
Yes I have commitment issues 😭😅😂 I gave my all to my last relationship and felt like no matter what I did it wasn’t enough. I’m scared of giving my everything to someone again & then have it taken away from me. This is something I actually still struggle with and I work on daily, self love is everything & it definitely does not happen over night ❤️ but keep working on yourself.
Face your fears head on 🙌🏼❤️ you’re not alone & know it’s not easy to admit.
Happy Saturday ❤️🙏🏼 #unitedqueensconquer #uqc #keepfighting #faceyourfearsaturday

Impresionante mañana caminando por la Sierra con @juniorsalchi @valdemorocyclingteam y #ECMountainClub
Ha sido una gran ruta la que nos ha preparado #ECMountainClub en la que ha habido momentos difíciles de frío y sufrimiento, pero realmente se ha disfrutado y es un privilegio poder disfrutar de estos lugares rodeados de gente que comparte mi misma pasión.
Al final casi 8 horas de ruta💪💪
#KeepFighting
#QuererEsPoder

#dinner was sweet chilli chicken wraps and for after was a yogurt and a apple.
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I managed it all 😊 today he sent been great I've been feeling so rubbish and down lately and I think it is what is affecting my eating I know that shouldn't make a difference and no matter how I feel I should not restrict. I'm feeling okay about dinner a little guilty but considering how bad I have been feeling it's not terrible which feels good but really strange.💪🏼😖😟😞😁😃😱👊🤯

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