We hear this a lot, “I’m a girl, I’m emotional.” I think as humans, we are emotional, period.
The last two years every time a piece of emotion I felt was bottled up. I didn’t want to look weak. I had to have my poker face at all times. I was always, “I’m good! I’m fired up!” I didn’t want to wear my heart on my sleeve. Had to act like nothing bothered me. Even though I stood up for myself in some moments, I was quiet in many. I would cry for nights, I was so lost felt so alone. Being in business as a woman & someone that is constantly being watched, I had felt like I had to paint this perfect picture. I couldn’t show weakness & when I did I felt like I had lost. I hated fucking losing. I’m very competitive.
But, I’m also fucking human - as selfish as it is I started @unitedqueensconquer For all of us. I shared some stuff with you girls/guys that was really hard for me to share & accept. But I had to, to move on & grow from it. And it will help you too.
Yes I have commitment issues 😭😅😂 I gave my all to my last relationship and felt like no matter what I did it wasn’t enough. I’m scared of giving my everything to someone again & then have it taken away from me. This is something I actually still struggle with and I work on daily, self love is everything & it definitely does not happen over night ❤️ but keep working on yourself.
Face your fears head on 🙌🏼❤️ you’re not alone & know it’s not easy to admit.
Happy Saturday ❤️🙏🏼 #unitedqueensconquer #uqc #keepfighting #faceyourfearsaturday