[ teenage queen pt.9 ] "Want another beer?", Cal asked and handed me one.
We were hanging out at Ashton's place with Mitchy, Cal and Ashley. "So how's the album going?", Ashley asked and I started to tell her about my writing blockade I was struggling with at the moment.
"I know that though.", she mumbled and took a sip.
"I had a bad one when we produced 'badlands'. I feels like it's a first-album-disease.", she laughed.
"I hope it ends someday. I spent the last days just sitting around, trying to actually writ something good." "Oh c'mon, Val, you're songs are great. Even the ones you wrote when you were 13. How do you even do this?", Cal complained and I blushed.
"I don't know. If I ever find out how I do that, I'll tell you.", I answered, brushing my shoulders.
"I can come with you tomorrow if you want me to.", Ashton offered and I smiled.
"Sure. I could need someone who actually plays more than acoustic guitar."
He grinned and I sat down next to him.
The others started to discuss about which Panic! album was the bestest, while Ash and I watched them.
"Are you excited for Disneyland?", he asked and I nodded in excitement.
"I love disney, you know that. I've never been there before."
"That's gonna be funny though. We could walk around as Micky and Minnie.", Ashton suggested and I chuckled.
"We'd be cute af."
"We're always cute, Val.", he giggled and wrapped an arm about my shoulders.
I smiled and leaned my head against his chest.
It truly was a blessing to have someone like Ashton here.
I've always been a person that enjoyed company.
And to be honest, moving away from my home at only 16 was really hard for me and I really, really missed the people.
Especially my mum, my grandparents and my girl squad.
Ashton was like a best friend, an older brother. He always calmed me down, no matter what.
From the moment we met back in april we had some sort of connection.
He knew how to cheer me up, I knew how to make him laugh.
He was a true blessing.
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