I'm not dead...just need to get back to REAL life. Staying online will kill me (spiritually). Seeing highlight reels, fake 'support' systems, filters&literally the majority pretending to have their life together is too much ! Drowning in fantasy land I need to swim to shore cos these internet waves are choking me.Where r the people who have more bills than money, that are making a mess of their business idea, people who tell the actual truth?Everything is 'lit', no one wears their shirt or jacket on their shoulders anymore &so many are unprofessional professional dictators of doo doo lol and this widespread epidemic is so supported.
Thank God I still have a sense of humour cos the internet would literally be the death of me. I'm not good(perhaps to the worldwide webs uniform standard) at blogging or youtubing yet...BUT I'm gonna be the best (in my own standards)along with other desires I hope to achieve cos I'm going to be ME. Something that doesn't need to be forced. I've probably struggled in those areas cos subconsciously my inspiration has been infected with social media influence &that's why I'm fleeing !
I personally use my platform to encourage others with my faith...but I need more encouragement, realness &more faith, mustard seed quantity isn't enough, I want a Kilo of that raw ! I'm drained. So back to Jesus I go with my tail between my legs because I've allowed myself to be beaten to the ground &opened the door for the enemy to shut my mouth. It's all good tho cos the best position is when I'm on my knees crying. The enemy of my life may be thinking he has won, but when he hears 'Amen' & 'Hallelujah' he'll know fire is coming and I'm still praising God despite my struggles and weaknesses. At this point I'm just grateful Jesus don't follow social media trends &won't drop that popular term 'new phone who dis' cos He knows my name and imma make sure He don't forget it and when I come back online ya'll gone remember me too ! *disconnects online and reconnects to the plug* 🔌🔋🙏🏾 •
I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing- John 15:5