MY BIGGEST LIGHTBULB MOMENTS
Tough time. Resistance. Pounding heart. So many pages of blank paper filled in. So much came up I felt like Elsa from Frozen, who for years has been told - conceal it, don't feel it, don't let them know..... I am sure most of you heard that song.
After years of bullying, being picked on, laughed at I refused to socialise and became an emotional eater.
Desperation for attention, friendship and love I fell madly in love with a guy, who instead of cherishing me and our marriage, abused me, controlled me, made me feel worthless, unattractive, unattached to my family, my hometown.... you name it I felt it. He was the only person who broke my bond with my dad, where I didn't speak to him for almost 2 yrs and even made me skip my sister's wedding.
One day I decided to LET IT Go- I couldn't handle it anymore and left.
The break up cost me 5 yrs going through stalking, harrasment, intimidation and constant fight to be ME.
All of that time I was eating to feel safe, I thought If I am big, heavy I won't feel the pain.
Then the meeting with Mel came in London. I joined the academy.
I am slowly learning to show up as a real me - posting a picture of me without glasses was a big thing. I listen to my body more often and I am ok with my weight being different across the month. Whats best of my journey - I no longer feel alone, having so much support, encouragement and abundance of love.
I accept myself for who I am and that my story needs to be shared so that many women can feel the courage to change their life.I inspire others and feel so empowered by the compliments I get. I learnt to give compliments.
My big why - to accept myself and get ready for new chapters in my life, I want to believe in myself and be confident in my skin and my own body.
Sharing my story on social media, writing a book and opening a coaching practice but more so becoming SELF LOVE ADVOCATE are all part of that.
Thank you to all the gorgoues GODDESSES I met so far.
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