I ain't gonna tell y'all how to deal with your problems..But I can try and tell y'all how to deal with your time. Y'all can either sit there and cry, feel sorry for yourself, blame yourself, hate yourself...now I ain't sayen u can't have your time to grieve... Hell, I'm still going though professional psychological treatments .. but when do we say enough is enough? Stand up for yourself and ask yourself one question." What would the future me say to me right now? " Mine told me to stop bein a bitch and get the fuck up... My way of release was to travel and I don't mean just to see places..i mean to live there and experience a new way of life all the time...Find what releases your pain.. What enforces your happiness.. What supports your heart... And do that!! You don't need permission from anyone but yourself! ... Find your peace.. And get up today and be FREE!