#inpatient

MOST RECENT

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Alcohol and cigarettes. The only things giving me the courage to go into emergency.
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I’ve drank and taken too much Valium and I self harmed for the first time in 7 years. I’m ready to fucking die.
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#edrecovery #recovery #inpatient #sleepy #nourishnotpunish #selfie #strongnotskinny #recoveringaussies #healthylifestyle #growthmindset #selfrecovery

I’m this close to losing my shit today so I’m staying in and watching the princess diaries until the royal wedding 👸🏾❣️🤴🏼
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#edrecovery #recovery #inpatient #sleepy #nourishnotpunish #selfie #strongnotskinny #recoveringaussies #healthylifestyle #growthmindset #selfrecovery

What a life. Why is recovery such a bitch of a thing. Anorexia is a fucking shitty fuckity mc fuck fuck. Go away now please forever 😭😔 #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #anorexianervosa #nourishtoflourish #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #inpatient #inpatientrecovery #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #bipolar #mania #depression #psychosis

Spent the royal wedding in the ICU. Still here. I hate my fucking body in more ways than one.
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#edrecovery #recovery #inpatient #sleepy #nourishnotpunish #selfie #strongnotskinny #recoveringaussies #healthylifestyle #growthmindset #selfrecovery

Won’t be posting much not sure when I’ll lose my phone but I’ve been scheduled
Keep on fighting 💕
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#edrecovery #recovery #inpatient #sleepy #nourishnotpunish #selfie #strongnotskinny #recoveringaussies #healthylifestyle #growthmindset #selfrecovery

*TW*
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I’m absolutely exhausted.
I’m being reviewed again in the morning.
I haven’t eaten anything since Saturday morning.
I’m hungry but I mentally can’t bring myself to eat.
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I look and feel like total shit.
I’m still stuck in the ICU.
I don’t need to be here.
My obs are basically fine.
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One positive is the nurse is going to get me a Diet Coke from the vending machine up the hallway on her break 🙌🏼
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I’m hoping I can go straight to psych tomorrow because I know they can’t force me to eat there but then again I want to go to medical because I know that’s the opposite of what my anorexia wants.
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I’m feeling fatter than ever as of late and I know it’s just my head and my face being swollen from copious amounts of fluids being pumped through me.
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I’m trying so hard to fight this but I feel like the eating disorder is fighting back even stronger.
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Any kind words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated right now. Keep on going troopers. ❣️
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#edrecovery #recovery #inpatient #sleepy #nourishnotpunish #selfie #strongnotskinny #recoveringaussies #healthylifestyle #growthmindset #selfrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #bulimia #keepongoing #dontgiveup #worthit #strong

"I just wanna roll my sleeves up and start again"❤🎼🏥 #inpatient Day7
My eating disorder is mostly mental now- on the outside, it doesnt show. I do display disordered behaviours sometimes- mostly though, its just thoughts in my head. The urges are there even when I dont act on them. How do I, how do they help me get rid of those? Is it possible to get out of usual thinking patterns? To shut Ana and Mia up forever? They keep coming back,mostly when I am anxious.

I just want to get myself back. #mentalhealth #mentaillness #recovery #hospitalisation #eatingdisorders #depression #anxiety #therapy #grouptherapy #personal #anorexia #bulimia #atypicalanorexia #selfharm #recoveryroad #recoveryjourney #mentalhealthjourney #edrecovery #miarecovery #depressionrecovery #mentalhealth #awareness #recoverymindset #strongnotskinny #eattobestrong #eattothrive #bodypositivity #selflove #selfcare #edfighter

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