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MOST RECENT

{Happiness}

Today I took control. Today I stopped worrying about taking that control. Today I feel ready for the inevitable fight that’s coming my way. Today I started divorce proceedings as well as custody proceedings to finalise that chapter of my life totally. I feel good, the nerves I had about it all have gone. I hate confrontation but I am in total control of all of this and there needs to be no conflict. I am not naive in thinking a divorce is easy but I don’t have to entertain or accept poor behaviour towards me or my children. I am in control of my life, and I’m choosing to be happy no matter what ❤️
#blog #blogger #writersofinstagram #writer #writing #marriage #divorce #custody #children #control #ivegotthis #domesticviolence #abuse #emotional #emotionalabuse #awareness #free #iamfree #mylife #myworld #love #happy #initmate #personal #sweetmamanectar #darlingjustfuckingownit

I’ve been an editing machine on these two’s wedding gallery. But I must stop so I can get a start on my weekend. ✌🏻

He loses win or lose.
I find it incredibly difficult being in a normal relationship. I mean I don’t find it difficult loving him, not one bit. However, the being with someone so much after spending so much time alone is something I’m still adjusting to. I love spending time with him but I also love spending time with me. It’s hard parenting with someone, I’ve been a flying solo mum for so bloody long and now I’m trying to let go of the reins and accept that firstly someone wants to be in my children’s life and secondly they’re not going to mess it up and leave.
I often get flashbacks when he does something that brings me right back to my past. His action is innocent but yet he gets the brunt of the flashback. He is the one reassuring and picking me back up if I’m totally floored. He is the one who I’m so ashamed to say has to try and not touch me when I’m asleep for fear of waking me up making me startled unable to breathe. That must be so hard for a man to not touch someone when it’s the most intimate time of the night.
He is the one dealing with my panic attacks and depression day in and day out even though it’s not coming from his actions.
He is the one dealing with the children when they are acting up because of something that’s happened elsewhere.
You see no matter how good his actions and intentions are he loses because he has to deal with the whole of me. The everything that comes with me. He loses, win or lose.
#relationship #relatable #lifeofme #win #lose #pickingupthepieces #love #happy #anxiety #depression #initmate #nights #time #blogger #bloggerstyle #writer #writersofinstagram #writing #meme #memes #sweetmamanectar #darlingjustfuckingownit

A little #progress on current #bedscape #graphite #drawing -im so enjoying these small #initmate #drawings not sure what they will become but I continue. The #abstraction they deliver is so seductive to me. #wip

Shooting practically in darkness is never easy but here are some shots from the lantern society spectators on Thursday night

A virtual feel of your watch before purchase, what an amazing idea @jaegerlecoultre. *************************************************************
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A few shots from the lantern society last night! Turned out to be a really great night! Sorry if i missed some performers #folk #lanternsociety #livemusicphotography #lowlightphotography #initmate

There is still some space left for tonight @the.alma.cafe
The original
@hatchetmanband
supporting them is me @meraki_native
Would love to see you there 🤞🏼
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#initmate #raw #passion #livemusic #almacafe #hatchetman #merakinative #capetown #acoustic #folk #minimal #harmonies #fingerstyle

Make it an eventful summer and book your next party at CRDA Studio!
Visit http://www.chonreneedanceacademy.com/Events/ for options!
#birthdays #events #paintnight #gamenight #celebrations #initmate #upscale

Daydreaming and I’m thinking of you, daydreaming and I’m think of you!! Happy Saturday ☺️🙃😘. #issamood #iloveyou #levelstothis #2018 #closerthanever #islandlife #initmate #beachlife #saturdayvibes

Colors make happy spaces!👏👏😊

當你離開對方的身邊時,對方必會用盡方法來找回你。

不論你在那,對方每天總會沒胃口吃東西、沒心情、睡唔著等等直至你回來。

對方之所以那麼著緊你是因為⋯對方愛你❤️ Photo croped from SMS
#loveyou#initmate#urgent#caring#toomuch#sms#messageme#money#payingbills#love#lover#longerperiod#forever#sky#decision
#day#life

Mentoya proposes a profound meaning in her culminate piece, BED. Revealing a birds eye view into her state of mind and defines her chaotic and baffling composition. She demonstrates real compositional skill by working in both 2D /3D through the heavy use of mixed mediums. By physically implementing sourced objects and materials, Mentoya repeatedly adds layers into her artwork creating a physical weight, this giving rawness to her representational piece.
Artwork featured ‘BED, 2016’
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You can do more than dance at CRDA's studio! Visit http://www.chonreneedanceacademy.com/Events/ to see your options!
#birthdays #events #paintnight #gamenight #celebrations #initmate #upscale

last nights concert by @charliebarnesmusic was amazing and so funny (he‘s hilarious and so nice) 💕
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#concert #charliebarnes #thesocietypages #vienna #arena #initmate #fun #lovelyevening #worththedrive

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