Crawing back into my nutshell //
Trying to fit in is a waste of time if you're a person knows they would not belong somewhere they don't want to be.The best one can to is keep trying but if it gets to a point where it starts to mentally exhaust you, then it's nothing but tiring. I don't know how to do it anymore. To find people to hangout with. Well yes, finding people is easy but finding someone like minded doesn't happen all the time. I know i'm missing out on a lot of things.Yes, I can go and enjoy city life all alone but the point is i hate crowded places, the noise of traffic and almost everything that concrete brings with it.
And whenever I decide to go places that are close to nature, there's always someone trying to warn me to not go alone. My insides are already scaring me and then this starts to frustrate me even more. To a level where i just run away from everything. It also gets annoying when your idea of traveling doesn't match theirs. Fuck off life. I'm better off alone now. And I hope you're doing well without me.
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