I'm a fucking mess right now thinking of my bff from public school. He's the poké-cinnamon roll friend of the group and he went to high school, i got homeschooled and (i swear) he almost kissed me on my last day. He hugged me ten billion times in front of like the whole class and i almost missed the bus .
He tried to convince me not to be home schooled. *fail*
But now he doesn't even try to contact me. He's awkward over text which is fine but he doesn't even see my Instagram messages.
Now I see he has a new group of friends in high school and I just....I'm trying not to cry .
I love him and am glad he has a group but I'm scared he's forgotten the girl who cried over the phone with *at* him when someone died, the one who giggled at his stupidly adorable antics, the one who's known him the longest .
I fucking miss him and I have NOT forgotten his geeky self. I just hope that he still misses and has not forgotten me.