The higher I elevate, the clearer it becomes that literally NO ONE is to be trusted. I once read somewhere that you should feed the wolves or else they'll try to eat off your plate...well I been doin that, and people STILL will try to steal from you! Especially, "family" that remembers the old you, your growth becomes very uncomfortable for them, causing them to act irrationally, suicide bombers. In the past I have tried to "dumb down", wear baggy, unflattering clothes, to make the people around me feel comfortable with my presence. Those days are over. I am positioning myself to be around, build with those that take pride in themcelves, as I do myself.
This past week alone I have had to fight and slay many demons that I have foolishly allowed to enter into a space of close proximity to me. I am tired. Easy Energy is the goal. This is the reason I have made the transition from working 40-50 hours a week bartending to aligning with my true soul purpose. Doing what I was born to do is easier than doing what other people are doing. I no longer desire to spend several hours in the bathroom every day trying to paint a mask to get people to like me and give me money. I'd rather spend several hours a day laying in a bathtub with matted hair and no eyebrows, paying myself. In grade school, Pine Villa Elementary, I was the narrator for a play we did. The Tortoise and The Hard. My last words were, "The moral of the story is, The race is not given to the fastest." I have learned that direction is so much more important than speed. Miami is a city where most residents feel pressured to put on a front to make fast money in this international town where there is constantly new faces coming in and out. Integrity is almost non existent in business. The mindset of most is to milk everyone you meet for the most you can get out of them, then toss em in the trash, then on to the next. I was out hustling on South Beach 7 days a wk at 1 point. Countless times I came across ppl that pleaded w/ me to find them real coke or weed, bc they were sold straight baking soda or oregano. Listen people. Success and Honesty are cut from the same cloth. I love you all ♥ #EachOneTeachOne