I learned from a special person to not care about what everyone else thinks about me. I kind of listened to everyone else and made me completely hate myself. I thought I had to change for people to like me. I thought if I did, they WOULD like me. But that's not the case. That special person was my Mom.. Throughout my years she always taught me what I needed to know. To not listen to anyone, to ignore the bullshit as she would say, lift your head up high, if you want to yell or scream take a deep breath count to 10 and slowly exhale. After she had told so many life advice and everything I needed to know, I was going to be okay. I thought she would keep helping me through the years. But then in 2014..i lost her. I had no one to give me advice to motivate me. I'm not seeking attention but I seriously cut and tried to kill myself. I was depressed for five months. I actually once tried to kill myself. But then my bestfriend put on "Who Says" and I dropped down to my knees, crying.
That song means SO much to me. Selena means SO much to me. I swear if I hadn't heard her voice singing.. I wouldn't be here right now. I'd like to thank my bestfriend and my idol, Selena. Guys, please ignore what anybody calls you. Ignore the haters because I know you're unique and beautiful. Please, please don't change for anyone. Be you! I love you💗