My little baby, you’re about to go to your final resting place.. but I wish this fire could of been something completely different. You should be here. That’s it. You should be here enjoying this time with both sets of Grandparents, that would have loved you beyond all words. Your little cheeks getting warmed by the fire. Me kissing your cold little nose.
But tonight, we mourn you. We miss you. We offer your little body to the ground. To the fire that you SHOULD be enjoying instead.
When I miscarried, I got to bring you home with me. I couldn’t move on, until now.
My little baby. I love you so much, but I wish I could love your human form. I wish I could complain about poo everywhere, about only being able to wear mum buns, about sleepless nights. I wish I could share photos of you every day, annoying the crap out of my friends.
For now, this is goodbye.
Mumma loves you. So much. Too much.
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