I am exhausted and I hardly did anything today. Pregnancy is really taking its toll on my body lately. Thankfully I don’t have morning sickness or extremely low iron anymore. But I do feel so drained and sore all the time. I wake up at 9, sit around for a few hours on reddit and Instagram until the husband wakes up, if we have to do something we do that otherwise I just annoy (love) him for a few more hours, then I do my own thing again, YouTube or reddit, then we chill together until I fall asleep around 11. And repeat this everyday.
I’m too tired from doing nothing to actually be able to do something.
Not to mention how stressed and anxious I’ve been lately. The ups and downs have been so unexpected that im constantly waiting for something terrible to happen again while trying to play off that I’m A-okay 100% of the time recently. I had a minor panic attack yesterday at the shops because we ran into someone we’d met before and i forgot who they were and was too freaked out to form a coherent sentence. Then I got even more anxious because I thought they’d think I was rude while they were actively being super nice and asking about Lola.
My brain and body is a mess but I’m trying my dudes! 😂❤️😩
*before anyone gets in and comments about how I’m going to be “so much more tired when the baby comes!!!”, shut up, I know that and I don’t need to hear it every time I tell someone I’m exhausted already. It’s very rude and condescending*
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