As you all probably know, at least those who follow me or pay attention, Ramsey and I are leaving for our vacation to Europe (Paris, London, Killarney Ireland, and Edinburgh Scotland) on Tuesday. I wanted to make a quick little post just to say I may be a bit absent on here for the next 2 weeks because I want to be present and see all the things. This is a trip I have dreamed about taking since I was little. I have saved for this basically since I got a bank account 😅 even though I am incredibly excited and realize how blessed I am to be able to do this, I am also still very very stressed and anxious about the eating disorder aspect. Mainly how I’m going to feel about all the travel. There is going to be A LOT of flying, driving, train riding, etc. I’m going into this with the mindset of it will be ok. This is a trip of a lifetime, a day or two of possibly not getting in a workout will not have any affect on me. I’m not letting Ed criteria hold me back from living a real life. Yes I’m still worried about my body. But that’s an eating disorder for you. I’m choosing to fight against the anxiety though and GO. I’m basically paying to be uncomfortable 😂 but that’s how you take your life back. We will be in Paris on our anniversary, not many people get that opportunity. The last thing I need to be thinking about right now is all the ed rules. So I’m going to go, enjoy this world God created for us to explore, be happy that my body allows me to do these things, spend time with my husband exploring, and make memories. Ed will not ruin this trip for me. Yes I’m sure I’ll struggle, but that’s to be expected and it will not win. So that’s what I’ll be up to starting Tuesday and I just wanted to warn you all I’ll be off adventuring. I may try to post some stories though. Thank you for sticking with me!
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