So we are struggling through the end of this prep to be completely honest. Muscle spasms knock me out sometimes, exhaustion has set in, the "prep drops" have begun where you just drop everything you put into your hands, I have misplaced and left behind a watch, towel, weight belt, brush, and headphones this week, my attitude has been "I can't, I don't wanna" with a set of wimpers and tears instead of "I can, I will, I did" with a smile on my face. I am beyond frustrated with my weight going up, my lack of ambition/attitude, and the way my body looks at the moment. However, with 15 days left I will snap back and step it up again. I will make it happen!!! Sometimes I need to just take a step back to reset. I am human! I am one person and I tend to forget that sometimes since I most of the time keep a schedule and run my household like I have a family of 10. I'm busy body and anybody that knows me well knows that I can't sit still and am the most productive person in the world. My 24 hours is packed, sometimes it looks like I have more than 24 hours in a day with how much I actually take care of. And not to mention I work 50 hours a week. These photos have proved hardwork pays off. The left was taken wed morning and the right was taken this morning. BE DISSIDENT.....BE YOU.....DON'T SETTLE FOR THE STATUS QUO!!!!