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Today’s been one of those days that are appearing a little more then a few months ago, as I had a very good friend point out to me earlier, the only thing that would have made it better is catching a missed call that I hope I can make tomorrow. . . I’m never certain how long of a stretch of good days I’ll have, but that’s not the point, the point is, I AM having good days now. It’s days like today I understand why I fight. If you are struggling please reach out to anyone. You don’t have to struggle alone. While healing isn’t pretty, it’s painful as all hell. Some days you’ll want to just give up. But you find a reason to keep going. Even if it’s just to water a plant daily. Hold on to that. I promise good days will start coming. I can also promise a lot of hurt, anger, whatever also. But for every good day or positive thought no matter how big, or small, that is just that less power that abuser has over you. Of course I had to share the corn fields. #findingmyself #childhoodtrauma #childhoodsexualabusesurvivor #childhoodtraumarecovery #cptsdrecovery #cptsd #cptsdawareness #takingmylifeback #countrylife #backroads #sunset #ididntaskforthis #fighteveryday #ibelieveyou #positivevibes #mentalillness #mentalillnessisreal #generlizedanxietydisorder #iwillnotgiveup

Real shit mama 😂😂😂🤷🏾‍♂️ #

Momma don’t want to take responsibility 😂😂 #paymybills #Ididntaskforthis #jk

😂😂😂😂😂 I’m done with my dad! #ididntaskforthis #yesisellcarsnow 😏😏

Excuse the poor quality, but this, this right here is why I love dogs. It’s been really rough lately, a lot of processing, feelings, just everything. Add to it pms..... and they know it and have stayed close by. Dogs have always been one thing that’s always been a constant in my life and a comfort. Sometimes now, looking back, they were all I had as way of support, as a child. I would walk up to a spitting, frothing, snarling dog.... before I would a person. #germanshepherdsofinstagram #dogsofinstagram #mydogsaremybestfriends #ptsdrecovery #cptsd #childhoodsexualabusesurvivor #ilikedogsmorethanpeople #childhoodtrauma #cptsdawareness #myjourney #myhealingjourney #fighteveryday #ivecometoofartogiveupnow #ididntaskforthis #butiwillsurvive #ihavesurvived

Well then , #ididntaskforthis 😂😂

WHEN YOUR BARBER SET YOU UP TO GET JUMPED BY MODELS 👯‍♀️🙅🏾‍♂️💈🔥🗣👊🏽💥 😂 #TagYourBarber #GotJumped #ImOnHisHead #Crispy #Comedy #tagafriend #doubletap #repost #Share #WtsTv #WhyMe #IjustWantedaCut #IdidntAskForThis

I didn’t want the snake. I didn’t ask for the snake. I even told him I didn’t have cash on me. The guy still had the audacity to put a freaking python on me. Then all of a sudden I hear him tell his buddy to put the second snake on me. I don’t normally yell or curse at strangers but that’s when I screamed “DONT YOU F****** DARE!!” Oh man, my heart dropped when the snake started straining itself. So yeah, here are the pics of me escaping death. #candid #noreallyitscandid #ophidiophobia #ididntaskforthis #ohhellno #pleaseno

Took this beautiful girl in this morning and got her stitches out, everything looks great!! We are now home and in the air for the rest of the day, I’m exhausted. So it’s blogging research and crocheting today while watching mindless tv. Tomorrow is therapy day, and I cannot believe how I’ve gone from very resistant to going to mostly looking forward now, because even though it feels as though I’m getting worse, I know deep down and trust my therapist when she says this is all part of healing. Sometimes I still wish that I would not have started this healing process, but I know in reality, it’s what’s needs to be happening, or I’m not sure I would still be here. But I am, and will be, fighting even on days where I’d much rather, and it’d sooooo much easier to give in. #ptsdawareness #childhoodsexualabusesurvivor #crochetersofinstagram #crochethelpsmyanxiety #germanshepherdsofinstagram #germanshepherd #mydogsaremybestfriends #myblanquil #blogresearch #abarefootchick #ididntaskforthis #fighteveryday #positivevibes #selfcare #selfcareday #downday #icandothis #ptsdrecovery #ptsdwarrior #childhoodtrauma

Going through this has changed my outlook on life.. And unless you are going through it you will never understand. Sometimes I want to just give up but then I realize all my why's.. WHY I'm fighting everyday(to watch my baby sister and nieces and nephew grow up) WHY God chose me to go through this(Cause I'm stronger than ever) WHY me and not someone else.. Because I still have a whole life ahead of me💚 But in the end this is my life....4 hours every other day until I get my new lease on life.. A kidney💚 strep is no joke!#kidneyfailure #kidneyawareness #kidneydisease #dialysis #ididntaskforthis #fighter #fightofmylife #warrior #igotthis #thisisme #needtransplant #opositive #auntJenny

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