JUMP AND TRUST💦🐳🌞
Yesterday, June 30th, the last day of the first half of 2018, I decided to physically allow my body and mind to learn and feel what it felt like to jump off. At blue hole ochi (though i have no proof)..I swung on the rope and jump off in what is suppose to be at least 25 ft deep hole. And every knows and can tell, I am only 4ft 11". So, when I hit the water I panicked when I could not feel anything under my feet and then I remembered the life guard's instructions, be calm and just wade and paddle, I also remembered the Lord's instructions be still, I stilled my heart and frantically with my hands and feet dog paddle to shore. I could smell fear. Feel the weight of missing death but I also was surrounded by something else... the adrenaline of victory, of yesss!!! I did it! I knew what it meant to let go and trust in my body. So when the time comes for me to make those big business jumps, those big spiritual leap of faith, I will know that my body first will react out of fear, my brains and my heart rate will register the panic of death but if I trust God, trust His plans for me (Jer 29:11) then I am assured that I will eventually soar. .
I went to blue hole for the sole reason of jumping off and regardless of the fact that I had a horrible life guard, I am glad I jumped anyway because it proved to me that God does have all the waters of this earth in his hands and without the need for a GPS He knew where I was and provided comfort and allowed me to make it to safe waters. I am excited because with all the big plans for the remaining months in 2018 to 2019, I know alot of them are gonna require me jumping, and letting go and now I know what it feels like to....Jump and Trust. .