I am happy and hesitant to share this progress. I think for myself, sharing my weight is taboo. I hate hearing the numbers and thinking in my head people judging me like, wow how did she let herself go? Of course I have terrific people in my life that have never said that but it's still a constant fear of mine.
I am considering this share as a milestone for me. I started this journey at 235lbs. The left picture is around Apr 20th and the right was this morning.
I am so proud of myself for what I have done so far but I still have those moments where I don't see a progress so I get sad. Don't get me wrong, I see all the non scale victories. I actually want to workout now where before i dreaded it. I make much better eating decisions without really thinking about it. I already feel like I have so much more energy and I think my kids notice that too.
I think for parents, we want to be such strong role models for our kids. I felt weak before mentally and physically. This journey is making me feel more confident in myself and what I can do. That's my 2 month rant. Thanks for reading, if you stuck it out.