PLEASE READ: this isn’t a story with a happy ending, because the end of the story hasn’t come. I speak about being realistic, having goals and staying true to yourself. But that is a lot of cock without a relentless pursuit. I’ve been wandering in life for what feels like a real f’in long time. I’ve had a ton of frustration, when my drive didn’t meet my action...that feeling boils you from the inside out. I’ve been told I’m nothing and would never be anything. I’ve questioned if that feeling inside had been lying to me my whole life because nothing was ever happening. Some of you know the feeling I’m speaking of.
Listen To Me: our timing has never been the right time. We want things now, before we’ve earned it, before we’re ready, before we know better. We’ve been tired at how long it’s taking, for us to just even have direction. Where it feels like every second of every minute of every hour, day, week, month, year is work without change, without reward. Where we listen to others and look at what we’ve done and we think, we listened to that voice inside and that voice lied. And yet, we CANNOT STOP pursuing. I promise you, that voice separates us. That voice is not a liar. That voice never gave you a timeline, it only gave purpose & motivation. Small add-ons become big add-ons and in 5 years you’ll laugh at how impatient you are now. In 5 years you’ll see all the things that passed you before because you simply weren’t ready for them. In 5 years, you’ll see the vision of you clearly.
When I was a kid, I wanted to model, but I told myself I couldn’t. I was too dark & short. But, I prayed I’d be a beautiful woman one day. Who I am now, little Sarah couldn’t have seen. I had the vision, I didn’t have the details. That’s time, that’s progressing, that is listening to that voice. That my loves, is believing.
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