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Ouch!! I slept good last night & that means I pay for it today. The prolonged pressure on one shoulder all night just f*cks me up. Probably doesn't help that I had to tryout/play with my new found double jointedness. 😂 •#bathtime
#smokewithme
#smokeweedeveryday
#420
#stoner
#girlsthatsmoke
#prettypotheads
#somegirlsgethigh
#staylifted
#elevated
#hightimes
#highsociety
#dreads
#dreadlocks
#bipolar#pmdd#anxiety
#depressed#manic#hypomanic
#cptsd#ptsd
#fibro#fibromyalgia
#medicate#medicated

Last night was hard so I spent the time my body wouldn't let me sleep watching different ways to cut various produce. The shhh sshhh of the really sharp knives was soothing. #bipolar #hypomanic #knifeskills #amsr #ijustwanttosleep

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عکس ها و تکست های چنل هم از خودمونه. دوست داشتین جوین شید

Honky tonker on the loose now! I'm feeling a bit #hypomanic today but that's always good for me cause i getz the shitz done! I'm going to the Dr top hopefully sort out my issues with the gnarly #auras I've been getting, they're so bad sometimes I'm temporarily unable to see anything except geometric patterns and ziggy zaggies for 10-30 mins. And i used to get migraines after but not for almost 3 years, now i get a dull, shitty, heavy feeling headache beforehand and i know an outlsndish aura is coming. Last time the Dr suggested botox in specific muscles on the head but I'm not getting that crap especially while breastfeeding but maybe he'll give me a referral to acupuncture or the chiropractor hopefully. That's all i gotta say before i go in the white trash villa called Wal-Mart to get toddler "wife-beater" tank tops... start em young. Lmao jk that's rotten, I'm going to hell for sure.
#blahblahblah #mylittleblurbsarenovels #honkshoo

Dear body spray. This is terrible life advise #hypomanic #lowimpulsecontrol #hyperactive #hannahamypratt

3am ride through Massachusetts #rainydaydriver #hypomanic #killyourselfordietrying

I've got the energy to do everything and the motivation to do nothing #hypomanic #bipolar #bipolarii #bipolargirl #livingthisbipolarlife

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Radical acceptance is a concept that I learned in Intensive Outpatient Treatment last summer. It's part of the DBT skills (Dialectical Behavioral Therapy). Radical acceptance is something that I strive for because there are so many situations that I regret or wish I could change and my anxiety makes me worry about the future so I have a hard time staying in the present moment and accepting the fact that the only thing I truly have control over is the present moment. It's a work in progress. I practice meditation, mindfulness and grounding in order to help me stay in the present moment and to accept my past and current reality. How do you stay in the moment and practice acceptance? #selfharm #quote #buddhism #quoteoftheday #positivity #mentalillness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #manic #hypomanic #bipolar #bipolardisorder #bipolartypetwo #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #recovery #relapse #mentalhealthmatters #depression #anxiety #panicattack #bipolardepression #stigma #stigmafree #breakthesilence #breakthestigma #suicideprevention #suicideawareness #hereforyou #mentalhealthawarenessmonth

Last night was hard so I spent the time my body wouldn't let me sleep watching different ways to cut various produce. The shhh sshhh of the really sharp knives was soothing. #bipolar #hypomanic #knifeskills #amsr #ijustwanttosleep

Ouch!! I slept good last night & that means I pay for it today. The prolonged pressure on one shoulder all night just f*cks me up. Probably doesn't help that I had to tryout/play with my new found double jointedness. 😂 •#bathtime
#smokewithme
#smokeweedeveryday
#420
#stoner
#girlsthatsmoke
#prettypotheads
#somegirlsgethigh
#staylifted
#elevated
#hightimes
#highsociety
#dreads
#dreadlocks
#bipolar#pmdd#anxiety
#depressed#manic#hypomanic
#cptsd#ptsd
#fibro#fibromyalgia
#medicate#medicated

💁MAYBE SHE'S BORN WITH IT
MAYBE ITS HYPOMANIA🎭
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I've swung from depressed hermitude to anxious public participant in 24 hours. Feels great and then terrible over and over and over. Anyone who interacted with me today saw it. I've experienced a HUGE surge of energy. I couldn't shut up. My cab driver said he liked how confident I was, and I screamed inside my head. I was fidgeting and jerky in movement, I was irritable and terse, I was paranoid as all hell. I nearly cried when my knife was confiscated at the door. I then became enraged that I had to go back outside and pretend to smoke a joint that was not allowed in the show (by that logic, cigarettes should be confiscated), instead, I really just hid on a stoop and shook while sending terse texts. I hate my asymmetrical stress response. Sorry if you had the, erm, experience of dealing with me today/ night. STILL VIBRATING WITH FRENETIC ENERGY.
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PS: @deathandcedar headbanging felt REALLY GOOD tonight. I needed that outlet. Thank you and I'm sorry for the freak out. You were so very comforting👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

Rheumatologist commented on my flexibility today. Said I was double jointed when she checked my shoulder. She then started checking other joints. 😂 I just thought other people didn't stretch enough 😂😂 I wanted to tell her I'm always dbl jointing 😂😂💚✌🏼edit: Yo, I just googled shoulder double jointed & it's a cool way to say an unstable shoulder 😐😐😐😂😂😭😭☠️#doublejointed

#smokewithme
#smokeweedeveryday
#420
#stoner
#girlsthatsmoke
#prettypotheads
#somegirlsgethigh
#staylifted
#elevated
#hightimes
#highsociety
#dreads
#dreadlocks
#bipolar#pmdd#anxiety
#depressed#manic#hypomanic
#cptsd#ptsd
#fibro#fibromyalgia
#medicate#medicated

It would be so nice to get away!! Even if it was only for a little while! Just to reset the batteries! I haven't been away in so long, mostly due to my poor mental health but now that I'm feeling better maybe I can plan something for the near future. It's good and healthy to have things to look forward to and it's important to take a much needed and well deserved break! 😊. #mentalillnessawareness #awareness #mindfulness #copingskills #medication #medicated #meditation #socialanxiety #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #ptsd #ptsdawareness #pms #pmdd #recovery #strength #support #selflove #selfworth #endthestigma #selfacceptance #loveyourself #selfcare #bekindtoyourself #stigmatized #1in5 #youarenotalone #itsokaytotalk #vacation

Officially got a diagnosis.... fibromyalgia. I know it's not good but I'm so happy to know. I hurt soooo bad sometimes & people laugh & say how young I am to hurt. A doctor finally listened to me. She gave me a lot of papers to read & she told me to get online and read. She was ok with the cannabis use. I don't want more pills to take. •#fibro #fibromyalgia
#smokewithme
#smokeweedeveryday
#420
#stoner
#girlsthatsmoke
#prettypotheads
#somegirlsgethigh
#staylifted
#elevated
#hightimes
#highsociety
#dreads
#dreadlocks
#bipolar#pmdd#anxiety
#depressed#manic#hypomanic
#cptsd#ptsd
#medicate#medicated

The day that I opened this paper I truly needed a reminder that I am not alone. Last night I also got a reminder. I went to another DBSA (Depression Bipolar Support Alliance) @dbsalliance meeting and this time my fiancé @fullmetalphotography joined me. It was a great experience for us as a couple and as individuals with different issues. We both felt comfortable and we both got reminded that we are NOT alone. Not only do we have each other but we also have other people who we can identify with and who understands our struggles. Like I said in a previous post I have been finding that peer support from DBSA has been super helpful in my recovery process and now I hope that my fiancé has found something helpful for him too and that he joins me more often 😊#selfharm #quote #buddhism #quoteoftheday #positivity #mentalillness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #manic #hypomanic #bipolar #bipolardisorder #bipolartypetwo #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #recovery #relapse #mentalhealthmatters #depression #anxiety #panicattack #bipolardepression #stigma #stigmafree #breakthesilence #breakthestigma #suicideprevention #suicideawareness #hereforyou #mentalhealthawarenessmonth

Although I find this pic to be funny I also find myself doing this more than I should. It's okay to reflect on what we have been through but it's not good to dwell on it. But as I look back on the shit that I've been through I am more grateful for where I am today. #selfharm #quote #buddhism #quoteoftheday #positivity #mentalillness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #manic #hypomanic #bipolar #bipolardisorder #bipolartypetwo #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #recovery #relapse #mentalhealthmatters #depression #anxiety #panicattack #bipolardepression #stigma #stigmafree #breakthesilence #breakthestigma #suicideprevention #suicideawareness #hereforyou #mentalhealthawarenessmonth

Then there's those days where you have so much energy, everything is beautiful and your thoughts are racing, faster than your mouth can handle... but, in the back of your mind you know it's only a matter of time before you crash and things turn to shit again. But for now, I'm going to enjoy the sunshine ☀️✌️ #mentalillness #bipolardisorder #bipolar #hypomania #hypomanic #bipolarmania #bipolarstoner #sunshine #beautifulnature

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