Everything feels more commanding and intense and textured and encompassing. It's to feel absolutely deeper and stronger than other people. Everything is attached onto layers of meaning and analyzing and intensity. You talk too fast, laugh too much and react stronger to sounds and sights and emotions. You feel intertwined with other people because you feel their thoughts and scars and fears as if it were your own. Everything in your life feels interconnected, part of a deeper purpose. You find spiritual metaphors in the ordinary and in a conversation your mind races ahead to brand new subjects with questions and questions and more questions #beingbipolar#hypomania#bipolardisorder
Big shout out to my amazing #husband for standing strong during my #insomnia and #hypomania this week and not making me deal alone. This guy is a fucking star and I am legit #blessed (enough to use the hashtag non-ironically). On the up side, depression has taken a nap in the backseat for a few days. Woo.
For those keeping up with my story, you'll know that I swung manic last night. I'm just thankful for Zyprexa, which allows me to get through these episodes without killing anyone. It's a weird thing, having a racing mind and a tired body. But my mind won't let me sleep. Not now. Now is the time to sit back and hopefully enjoy the ride.
Fall vibes continue 🍂🍂It is another Friday and another week of no-school life. I'm finally feeling like myself again🙆🏻🙆🏻💚Do not expect to fix everything all at once. let take one day at a time and appreciate the progress you have made. #feelingaccomplished#staystable