But sometimes we need to learn to accept the facts. Sometimes it does not mean something deeper, something bigger or something significant. We have this urge to romanticize things happening to us. Yesterday I thought about my feelings and how I behave to some certain situations in the past and I come to the realization that I was the biggest obstacle. I stopped myself doing things that I should do and sometimes I mislead myself. But at least right now I'm aware of most of them, surely there are still things that have been created by my own vision and keeping me in that bubble. Yet, I feel like I know myself much better now and being aware of my quixotic side will help me to handle tough decisions in the future.