I'm just an ordinary #asianwoman , a #wife and a #moslemwoman .
My mother passed away in 2012 and I'm not allowed to meet my father. My life has not been easier then.
I was diagnosed with #malignant #tumour and I have gone through #multipletreatments and #surgery . On 18th November, my tumour was removed. I hope the #biopsy did not find any #cancer #cancercells in it. (I will know @15 dec)
But today i wanna say that I'm #proud of myself. I saw my #surgeryscar and I was shocked. It was BIG and scary. I keep on thinking 'wow, I really survive this? it' s just so big it make me speechless'
3days after surgery, the #hospital already sent me home! Then I was alone in my house because my husband is working. I forced myself to get up and go to bathroom alone. My in law help me by sending me food for 10 days.
I was lonely and can't barely move. My feet was trembling everytime I walk to the bathroom by myself.
But now here I am. Today i wanna say that I'm #proud of myself. Less than a month I already #healed . On Friday I do the laundry and it was not easy. The laundry was 3 drums full. I go to the market and bought food ingredients and supplies. On Saturday my husband wants me to accompany him to his friend's wedding, and I manage to be there.
On Sunday my mother #inlaw wants to take a trip to #jatiluhur and I MADE IT too.
Now I'm not only #cooking #cleaning and #washingdishes but I also manage to plan my #husbandsmeal next day.. Of course I am proud. Not all woman can do this.