Being quiet and modest all the time at this hard span of time, I feel pressured.
Nobody cares to look inside,all my jokes people deride and look at me like they are a pro despot they won't be diligent to upbring my underestimated willpower and faith but they will be elated to more compress and shrink my confidence and my abilities to withstand the hurricanes of problems.
I am absolutely extrovert and eloquent in the case of my feelings.
Its better to be expressing yourself readily, clearly and effectively but people react like there is some embezzlement or crime done if we drop a tear from our eye but ITS OK!
Their empathy doesn't show us what actually we can be it's their enmity and hostility which will train us to erudite to extol our self and mend our inquisitive short mind and tiny soul
Like a savage we have to be forsake.
Not to give up, not to renounce , not to leave.
And their judgement is just a stone in ocean which will either disappear by the force of water or it will move away by the passing time.
When I tried being furrative , the person I am not actually
I dived inside a hollow sphere of depression not even enemies could be there.
I became a totoal gluttony and depression was gratuitous but I was a self haughty that alone alone!! I live alone alone!!!
I seek happiness instead of being a hypocrite of enjoying the crowd and mess where they create hullaboo and in the chaos you are still looking at your scars like why they exist when there's no fault of yours and people will enjoy the pain suffering show like an impeccable audience and blame you to be impertinent in this pain and being recklessly brutal the propagate your weakness - but my child!
Irs about valuing what you have
Grab , praise and learn..
And do not just survive - Live.
The aloneness gives alot of pleasure.
And to those who clap at your weeping.
Let the show begin.
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