A lot of the people I know have never seen what I guess I would call "The Real Me." The "healing" me. Not the me you see out rarely at a concert, full of energy and hiding behind a shirt. The me that sleeps for 13 hours and usually can't even get out of bed to make breakfast.
The point of my posting this is because I'm sick of hating how these scars look and hiding it. I'm always worried about what thoughts people might have for themselves if they catch a glimpse of it when I'm moving my shirt. So I'm just throwing it out there. I'm pulling my boogeyman out of the closet. I truly believe now that because of these scars, it's impossible for anyone to find me attractive or appealing. I truly believe that, and now my goal is to break away from it
I hope everyone had a good 4th
P.S. I hope I didn't bum you all out too much, so I'll leave you with this at least: I am on the right track and am indeed healing. It is simply a marathon and not a sprint :) #HS #HSAwareness #HidratenitisSuppurativa