this is for the people who think that i think i am the shit: i am. kidding. i know i'm not. and, i'm not perfect. and i wish i was prettier and skinnier than i am. i have battled issues with self image all of my life. i also wish at times i could be good enough for a guy. i wish i had a better sense of humor. i wish i wasn't so open about my thoughts at times. i wish i was nicer to people. i wish i didn't get mad at little things. i wish people actually liked me rather than pretending to do so. i wish people didn't hurt me. i wish i could hurt them back. i wish i could be a million things, and i'm sorry. i'm just me.