Okay so this is my rant post. I forgot my phone at home so it took awhile. But like I’m so tired of falling for people when all they do is end up leaving me. Like it honestly makes me feel like trash. And it has gotten to that point where I’m too numb to even cry. I feel like I want to cry and just hurt but I can’t it physically won’t come out. And I’m not going to name names but let’s say I fell in love with apple, and apple was the prettiest, smartest, most caring person ever and you thought they were just as head over heels for you. Wouldn’t you not plan the perfect date and way to ask them out? Of course you would. But suddenly apple changes their mind. Just to let you know apple, I broke up with my girlfriend because I fell in love with you. You were there. You were the person I craved. And this hadn’t just happened with apple, but it also happened with kiwi several months ago. Then people sit here and ask why I am never in a serious relationship. This is why I only stick to one night stands. I’m so tired of setting myself up for disappointment. Lol I’m sorry thanks if you actually read this. I just needed to get stuff off of my chest.