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when do you get out of school?

when does school ends for you? - @ripfairy -

You’re afraid to let him under your skin
so you take your clothes off in corridors
lined with artwork, corridors small enough
so he can’t see the way he makes you
moan in pleasure; you throw your clothes
in the corner and knock down canvases,
sweat lining your face like paint strokes.
You are a work of art. You are
swirls of sunrise in your morning coffee.
You are dark lines and every time
you shoved your fist into the wall
and took it out bleeding forgiveness.
You are the triumphs you celebrated
alone and the way you woke up
the morning after you killed yourself.
You are more than just this body and
you are begging to be understood.
But you won’t let him uncover the pain
in your eyes; you look at him like you are
a lioness, but you are writing a story in
invisible ink; you are screaming that you
will never lose your voice between breaths
but the only thing you have to show
for it are the scratches on your back.
He doesn’t look at you when he fucks you–
it’s always from behind and in the dark–
but you don’t mind because he can’t
hear you whisper that maybe he’s the one
because he doesn't make you feel like
a tornado watch; maybe he’s the one
because he makes you forget; maybe
he could love you for what you are:
a skeleton, a body, a sin.
He doesn’t say anything.
He gets off on the idea of forever;
he gets off on the idea that he is able
to blanket your pain, and with
his hands on your neck, he can make
you scream without making a sound.
He doesn’t like you, honey;
he just likes what you do for his ego,
but you hate what he does for yours.
You hate how when he doesn’t touch you
again, you shiver in silence.
You think he is insulting you because
you measure your worth in body counts.
You are so unbelievably beautiful,
but he can’t see it because
you won’t let him.

Work of Art (via achingchest)

"let me tell you something:
no one is going to look at you, broken and shattered 
and think -
damn, you are beautiful.
no one is going to come pick up your broken pieces off the floor and
assemble them into a beautiful whole.
hell,
you won’t even look at yourself and think - 
I made broken look beautiful.
you know why?
because all those writers lied to you.
yes,
all those with their poems of scraped knuckles and 
blood dripping down chins,
pomegranate songs and loves that ripped through you like
hurricanes.
liars.
so you and i,
we are going to make a plan.
you are not going to romanticize days when your brain tells you to smash that mirror,
you are not going to romanticize the lover who doesn’t understand you 
but still writes about you.
here is what you are going to romanticize instead:
you are going to romanticize the first day of spring,
its gentle hands all over your body,
lifting you up until you are as light as a feather.
you are going to romanticize the tea and honey kind of love,
no hurricanes,
but sunshine that builds you up from within, 
that helps you make it through the worst days.
you are going to romanticize gentle hands of a friend
in yours,
telling you that it is going to be okay.
because it is.
and don’t trust poets,
we’re no good,
we love pretending that our jagged edges tantamount to a beautiful disaster, but in reality - 
there isn't nothing beautiful about shaky hands holding a cigarette and
empty eyes staring at the cracks in the walls.
you know what is beautiful, instead?
the days when you can look at yourself in the mirror and smile,
scars and all.
music that makes your soul flow like a river,
books that offer comfort,
families flocking together like overgrown birds to keep you safe and warm,
friends that give you strength when you can find none,
lovers who make you laugh through tears.
baby, 
from now on
you are going to romanticize healing;
honey dripping down your fingertips,
August nights that stick to your skin,
the day you find your purpose,
long car rides and singing so loud that no one can shut you up now.
bad news:
no one is coming to save you.
good news:
you can save yourself.”
Lana Rafaela (via wnq-writers.tumblr)

Good afternoon. I can't believe the school year is almost over wow.
Q; what's one thing you liked about this school year?

what makes you happy?🥀

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i. I’m the kind of girl who lives in the shadows. The girl that nobody ever cares to notice because I'my nothing.
ii. I’m the kind of girl who just wants to fit in. I don’t want to be unique if that means being an outcast.
iii. I’m the kind of girl who only feels emptiness. I put on a smile so nobody can see my scars and how much sadness lies within me.
iv. I’m the kind of girl who spends all their time alone. The world is a freighting place and I’m afraid that there’s nobody to hold my hand. Over the years, I’ve learned to befriend this loneliness of mine.
v. I’m the kind of girl isn’t sure of who they are. I have an idea of who I’d like to be but I can tell that’s not who I am. I want to stay true to my heart but that version of myself is the one that everybody hates.
vi. I’m the kind of girl who feels imprisioned everywhere I go. There’s no safe haven for me and there never will be.
vii. I’m the kind of girl who has millions of walls built around me. After so many years of betrayals, I’ve learned to never trust again.
viii. I’m the kind of girl who desperately craves love but is too tired of waiting. Does love even exist in a world like this?
ix. I’m the kind of girl who continues to dream but fails to achieve. I can’t seem to find the effort to get back up.
x. I’m the kind of girl who is stuck in the past. I constantly wonder what I did so wrong to make them all leave. It’s hard to live in the moment when you’re trapped in the past.
xx. I'm the kind of girl who is trying to fall in love again but not get hurt
-Jean ”

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Long post, but bear with me:

It's been a rough year. In January, I ended a five year emotionally abusive relationship. For the first time in a decade, I found myself alone. I was (and still am) angry, hurt, confused and lonely. .
In February, things started to look up. I found solace in a very close friend and we became something more. But the past has a way of interjecting itself. His and mine. .
Which is why things started to get a little strained in April and May. Neither of us were ready to move forward, no matter how much we wanted. .
This is where this amazing writer, Ms @r.dhalwriter, comes in. Her words spoke to me on a level so deep it doesn't have a name. I felt like I had found a friend when I needed one badly. This beautiful person has helped me weather countless bad nights, and through her work let me know that I'm not alone and the pain I felt has been felt by others. .
So, thank you @r.dhalwriter, from the bottom of my broken heart and wounded soul. I know the healing will come in time. So in the meantime, I'll just keep reading your beautiful words and maybe write a few of my own. .
#poetry #pain #prose #books #heartbreak #poetsofinstagram #appreciationpost #thankyou #lifesaver

I wrote this quote and I'm putting in the new song I'm writing. There was this guy I trusted. I told him secrets and we talked everyday. One day I went to go see him. And things got uncomfortable fast. I live in fear of seeing him again. With every footstep behind me to any voice I hear. My heart begins to race and everything that happened to me flashes back. I'm afraid. #afraid #fear #war #rape #victim #alone #phone #hallway #scared #depression #anxiety #love #lovequotes #lovenotes #heart #broken #heartbreak #relationship #relationships #relationshipquotes #phrase #letter #confession #truth #warzone #music #lovers

Oh and I suppose
If I could let it go
I'd still have you⠀ ⠀
⠀⠀
Not the way I wanted to
but I'd still have you ⠀
⠀⠀
the hard thing
is to accept
that sometimes
there is no grey
no compromise⠀⠀
⠀⠀
It's black or white
It's win or lose
It's all or nothing ⠀

And so you choose
this time
nothing at all
is better
than
not enough ⠀
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#jefitzgerald

Old poem I wrote back on March 11th of this year. Found a place to post my poetry and photography and couldn't be happier🤓😁 Ps; suppose to say you in the background but cut of u to say "yo"😂 #poetry #poem #emotions #heartbreak #expressing #newstart

Tonight on The Pastor J. Rouse Show we go into our archives to replay a much needed and timely edition of a Special Pastor J. Rouse Life Application Bible Study entitled "WHERE IS GOD?: "When You Feel Your Footprints Are The Only Ones In The Sand - Pastor J. Rouse" - (Deuteronomy 31:6). 1 year ago our hearts were broken from another act of terror and tonight we dedicate this to Manchester 🙏 to grieving world 🙏 and to Ariana Grande. We lift you all up this night in prayer. We return to our regular Live To Air broadcasting of The Pastor J. Rouse Show next Wednesday. Until then, God be with you and God go before you in Jesus name...
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http://www.blogtalkradio.com/pastorjrouseshow/2015/11/15/pastor-j-rouse-life-application-bible-study--special-edition-where-is-god

Tonight on The Pastor J. Rouse Show we go into our archives to replay a much needed and timely edition of a Special Pastor J. Rouse Life Application Bible Study entitled "WHERE IS GOD?: "When You Feel Your Footprints Are The Only Ones In The Sand - Pastor J. Rouse" - (Deuteronomy 31:6). 1 year ago our hearts were broken from another act of terror and tonight we dedicate this to Manchester 🙏 to grieving world 🙏 and to Ariana Grande. We lift you all up this night in prayer. We return to our regular Live To Air broadcasting of The Pastor J. Rouse Show next Wednesday. Until then, God be with you and God go before you in Jesus name...
#PJR #PastorJRouse #PJRShow #PastorJRouseShow #RM #RouseMinistries #Broadcasting #Communications #RMB&C #International #Syndicated #TV #Radio #Media #Life #Application #Bible #Study #God #Sorrow #Grief #Despair #Tears #Heartache #Heartbreak #Broken #Comfort #Wisdom #Understanding #Manchester
http://www.blogtalkradio.com/pastorjrouseshow/2015/11/15/pastor-j-rouse-life-application-bible-study--special-edition-where-is-god

Tonight on The Pastor J. Rouse Show we go into our archives to replay a much needed and timely edition of a Special Pastor J. Rouse Life Application Bible Study entitled "WHERE IS GOD?: "When You Feel Your Footprints Are The Only Ones In The Sand - Pastor J. Rouse" - (Deuteronomy 31:6). 1 year ago our hearts were broken from another act of terror and tonight we dedicate this to Manchester 🙏 to grieving world 🙏 and to Ariana Grande. We lift you all up this night in prayer. We return to our regular Live To Air broadcasting of The Pastor J. Rouse Show next Wednesday. Until then, God be with you and God go before you in Jesus name...
#PJR #PastorJRouse #PJRShow #PastorJRouseShow #RM #RouseMinistries #Broadcasting #Communications #RMB&C #International #Syndicated #TV #Radio #Media #Life #Application #Bible #Study #God #Sorrow #Grief #Despair #Tears #Heartache #Heartbreak #Broken #Comfort #Wisdom #Understanding #Manchester
http://www.blogtalkradio.com/pastorjrouseshow/2015/11/15/pastor-j-rouse-life-application-bible-study--special-edition-where-is-god

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Fucking hell I needed to see you. I craved the touch of your hands on my skin, the softness of your lips as they pressed up against mine, the way your fingers magically untangled my hair, the feeling of your hands slipping down my spine. I craved your smile, your laugh, the way you looked at me.
I craved the way you made me feel, just for a moment.

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