Day 2 (it was a long day)
-woke up, went about my morning routine (pee, coffee, brush teeth, wash face, get halfway dressed, put makeup on, brush hair, finish getting dressed... You know the usual). Then I put them in my ear holes. They make a pretty musical sound when they turn on. Then I heard whispers... Wtf? Dan's at work, Dyl is sleeping and Will is staying at a friend's. Hello?? Dyl, are you awake? Nothing...I hear whispers again. It's the goddamn TV in the living room on very low volume. I hear the cats across the house. What was that? Oh it was my hair touching the HA's... Shit it's gonna be a long day. -car ride to work not too shabby. I listened to some music. -got to work. Am I echoing? What the hell? I hear there jingle of my keys in my jacket pocket, my lanyard bouncing while I walk, my shoes on the carpet and crinkling of some kind of paper in my purse. I am way too fucking loud. So I tiptoe. Yeah, you read that right. I started tiptoeing to my desk. Next!!
-first conference call. Music keeps playing in my ears?? Why? I didn't turn them off then on. The battery isn't low. Throughout the call the music just randomly plays???
-fuck!! Am I really that loud? Is that person I talk to normally that loud?
-lunch break at Walmart to pick up a few things. Boy was that fucking stupid on day 2. I can't handle the store on any other day too noisy, anxiety issues galore. Omfg. Why the hell is the music so loud? I can hear everything in that damn store. Deep breaths now. You can do it. -break over, back to work and I'm still way too loud. Now have a complex that I'm a really loud person and just didn't know it. Ponder a bit. Not too long though because the door to the stairs keeps opening and closing. Well, slamming really.
-exhausted, my head hurts, my ears hurt. It's 5, time to go Home.
-home and I'm still too loud. I am annoying myself
-grocery shopping- it was hell! Never going again!
- got home, took those fuckers out and started whispering.
My head still hurts, my ears still hurt. This is going to be a long painful journey.
On a lighter note... It's only loud when I pee at work. 😜 Must be the acoustics. Hehe